Name Analyzers & Random Rants

NAME ANALYZERS!

I know it's rather ridiculous to believe Name Analyzers but I think it's like 90% true for me!
Even Sasha agreed. But it didn't really work for Sasha tho when I shared the link with her.. haha.

Below are my readings and the links are as follows (can try 'em out!) :
(http://www.kabalarians.com/index.cfm , http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyournameshiddenmeaningquiz/)

What Iris Means

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

2nd reading from the Kabalarians (don't know what's that? I think its supposingly a university..?) site:

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Your First Name of: Iris
Although the name Iris creates idealism and the urge to help others, we emphasize that it causes a blunt expression that alienates others.
This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the nervous system, and tension or accidents to the head.

Your name of Iris has given you an idealistic nature with a desire to help others.
Your initiative often causes you to be the first to act when you see a need.
Since you are impressionable and receptive, you feel the misfortunes of others very keenly.
However, this name makes it awkward for you to express your deeper thoughts and feelings with finesse and diplomacy to the extent that your candid, sometimes blunt, manner of speaking creates misunderstandings with others. Being somewhat self-centred, you learn through your own experiences, as you rarely take advice from others. Yet, you are sensitive and very easily hurt and offended.
You long for praise and appreciation for your efforts, but others find it difficult to understand you.

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RANDOM RANTS!

A recent neoprint taken with Yvonne and Sasha! the other 2 were cropped away cos they were the folded parts. haha. And now the random rants!

• I haven't got my pay =( and I am so broke!
  I gotta set aside some money for the HK Trip with mom, sis and mom's parents!
• I admit I have a crush on my boss son *JH!! HAHAHA. But darn, he's leaving - going back to NY!! Nooo!! Ohwell. I should stop having crushes and I should damn well have a control of my feelings and stop crushing. GAHA. but I guess it developed because I keep making jokes with the other temps about him (I call him my hubby as a joke! GAHA) and I guess also cos he's rather an eyecandy around in the office (eyecandies makes work less dull). and he's nice, charming, tall, well-brought up and always so cheerful and polite! Coincidentally, I found his old blog (cos I asked my temp friend of his email add GAHA tho I am not going to add him lah. his blog shows the "sentimental" side of him where he spoke of the skies haha. Aww~!) And.. I don't know why I behave rather retardedly around him. hahaas. I wrote about him in my other blog! wanted to abandon this blog but I think blogger is the most user-friendly (in terms of uploading of photos) oh well. I guess it's byebye my JHHHH~~ Bon Voyage!
• Recently when I bend down and stuff I feel faint.. wonder if it's like a serious thing. But I haven't fainted or anything so I guess it's okay..I suspect I may have low blood pressure. that's why I bloody hell can't donate blood !! =(
• Today went I went to school to pay my library fines to graduate and to get my grad outfit. but din manage to print the CG cards cos the print shop closed (much to my dismay, cos I skipped lunch and a good bath to rush outta my house!) after that I went to the I-Guides Main-Comm meeting and felt totally extra haha. I don't belong there cos I MIA most of the time I guess. and perhaps because they are more outspoken..? And during the meeting where we are supposed to give suggestions, it's like I can't remember most of the stuffs, how things work, and thus I have no good suggestions to give..
  Mostly it felt like I might as well don't go cos my presence makes no difference anyway (and I think the others felt the same cos I was so quiet). I felt bad that I MIA-ed most of the time last time because of church commitments and stuffs (being a Year 3?).. and I'm not sure if they ever feel resentment towards me or feelings of "what's she doing in MainComm", for not being around. But I guess initially I accepted the MainComm offer (who nominated me I also don't know) because I wanted to see how it is being a MainComm, to earn CCA points (haha) and all. I hope I didn't cause too much trouble for MIA-ing. but I think I did help because I am a hardworking/supportive worker, tho I am not that much of a Committee/Leadership material.. (maybe I should've joined SubComm instead)
• After that headed to church and kinda felt faint and since I am broke I felt that there's no point joining the rest for dinner. On my bus ride home there was a bunch of irritating people from my church. they were so noisy and I was pissed off with their behavior cos we are in a public place. Why can't they even have the decency to behave for a mere few minutes of their bus ride? It's a public place, not your house or grandfather's bus or what. Most of them spoke like ahbengs and ahlians, giggling and playing their music on their phones rather loudly. A very irritating sounding boy was speaking in a dialect. Man, that boy knew he's a public nuisicance but he continued. his friends and him were like saying"don't be a public nuisicance" and making the "Sshhh" and some other irritating noises. Quite wanted to ask them to behave themselves but I didn't.. but I turned behind to stare at them sometimes, giving them a "can you please shut up" look..
• Dad recently said "你还有佷长的路要走" in the car to me after my SIM application..and not sure why but it touched my heart.. Thanks dad. You've been great! =) gotta thank God for this wonderful family.
  Honestly, I am not sure what tomorrow brings and where I am heading. at this moment, I can just wait to see where I'd end up (in university) .. I am most certainly hoping to get into SMU!