Stand Still

SOng of the mOment: Paramore- We Are Broken, Alter Bridge- Rise Today

haha..was lookin thru the SMU website because I decided to apply tomorrow..
some videos at the page http://www.smu.edu.sg/admissions were quite funny LOL. cos the speakers were rather kua zhang.

anyway, so I was browsing, reading thru everything and I came across information about SAT and a site where I could go to for more information for SAT dates. and so I went there. 1 was a local site for SAT test dates and the other is a very good site http://www.collegeboard.com/student/testing/sat/prep_one/prep_one.html as well even tho it's not really a local site, simply because it even prepare sample SAT qns!

And so I took some of these tests. there's Writing, Maths, Etc.. and I realised my Maths most of it I can't remember so I can't do.. or they are rather tough so perhaps even if I studied for it, I cannot make it. So judging from my taking of tests, I'm best at Correcting Sentences (which explains how I always lyk to fuss over my proj's reports' english) My grammar isn't very good and of course, without revising Secondary maths, I really suck at Maths. I gave up trying the sample questions because well, it's late! lyk 4am. Gah. again I sleep late. I know how bad sleeping late is, but I STILL, always sleep late. and I bet my body clock is screwed up so the process just keeps repeating over and over again.

Really wanna sleep early so I like, grow properly (used to think sleeping before 12am helps in growing taller lol) and also, to not age so fast. HAHA. (yeah, mainly for aesthetic reasons).. but oh well, anyway, nowadays, life is pretty much at a stand still. I'm jobless, so I spend my days watching videos, trying to finish the endless CG cards, and since Ah Fong is back in Thailand, I try to help out at home to do some housework to help out mom, mainly with the washing of plates (oh my hands!). so it's damn boring la.

anyway, so yeah today we went to East Coast Road @ ASTON's (long queue!) to eat dinner. Sis had said the western food here is better than the Botak Jones @ Bedok so we went here to eat. lol. but having had dined there, I think TP's Western Food is nicer and cheaper too..I tried the steak and I think the steak at where I ate eons ago with Ian at some restaurant (I forgot) was the best. haa. it was chewy.. LOL. I dreamt of Ian recently. I dreamt we like patched up. LOL. damn stupid. cos I think I was talking about him with Sasha.

oh well, yep! so eating out was one of the more rare family outings because we mainly have delicious home cooked food from Ah Fong! =B lol. (she's coming back on 26th!) but it's good once in a while. we should have it more often! haha. just now after trying out the SAT sample test qns, altho it was late I bo liao went to look at my sis' photo folder and found many lovey-dovey TMM photos of her with her bf (it's rather sweet haha) and I found another one of Ian (my bro)'s cute photo! MWAHHAA. he's one of the many cartoonic characters I met in my life lah.

Credit: My sis Ivy (stolen from her folder!) =P
"Greedy Ian Teong Kena Caught!"

tomorrow I'm gonna apply for SMU and hopefully get all uni admissions thingy done! and I'd be all ready for a job to earn money for more personal development courses (lol. I wanna take up Guitar, Japanese, Korean language classes, art classes hopefully) don't know if I'd really go do this (as in sign up for these courses and pay myself). and if I really go into SMU, I would wanna go for all the interesting activities they have (gosh, yeah, that's why it's my dream school!), like the Summer Study Prog, the Overseas Exchange Prog, etc.

at this point of my life, I'm thinking, I wanna be successful in future! but can I be all I am to be? Where do I go? Where will I end up? What's my destiny? and will I be able to realise the maximum of my potential? Cos it'd be really sad if I didn't make use of the full potential that is set out for me from Him..=/ this is so Princess Maker 2 (a game) LOL. except it's about MY LIFE.