feelings

the way their tears
make you want to change the world
so that it doesn't hurt you anymore..
yet regardless,
if you love them,
hate them,
wish they would die,
or
know that you would die without them..
it matters not.
Because once in your life
whatever they were to the world
they become everything to you,
when you look them in the eyes,
travelling to the depths of their soul
and
you say a million things
without a trace of a sound
you know that your own life
is inevitable consumed
within the rhythmnic beatings of his very heart,
we love them for a million reasons,
and hate them for hurting you at times,
but no paper would do its justice.
it is a thing not of the mind
but of the heart.
A feeling.
Only felt.

a poem I found while looking for my old sticker album which I cant find still.. I think either Yoko or me wrote it, or I found it off the internet. I think most likely not me. seems more Yoko.. or maybe not.

I did a card for someone in my cg for and I cant find the friggin stickers or sticker album (my old 1) anywhere..so angry!
>=(

the Iguides Recruitment Plan also pisses me off..
its like Friday due, my dept lyk dont really care..

gosh.

and since that day I have been feeling so angry, I don't know why..