horrible.its so horrible

im listenin to *qI li xiAng-jAycHou* (woohoo!) now..n im emoting..>_<
sad events r takin place!!
ok la.sorry,im bein drama..its nt even a death or wadeva (choy!)
i mean ppl lyk Grace, Andy, Brian and John can overcome all their difficulties in their lives (which i dunno is wad but really sounds lyk a handful-lyk 100x more den me) n here i m gloatin abt life.

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sad events tt i dread:

-da holidaes tt r ending!!!BOO!!n i haven even gotten to enjoy it properly!!--den lyk tt.haiyah!all bcos of tt 20th century fashion cds proj which i doin last min (doin now,its due nxt wk haha!screeweed!!)

-havin had ugly eyebags (!) n no money to ugly eyebags remover cream.tho nt a necessity b4 bcos i nv really had eyebags,i feel a need to get 1 now.but shall shelf this 4 later or never..juz lyk my tannin plans.. (I M STILL BAI!!! =@)

-me bein broke.partly due to high consumption expenses.wah.xmas is a holidae where u really kinda go broke man haha..compared to other yrs.cos all my life lyk nv really go celebrate xmas hha.tt explains =x i spent a bomb on andy's cg xmas exchange present (ahaha..n hez nt even my bf..he is, to date, the most i spend on a guy's present. heh) yea.

xmas this yr also further plunged myself into feelin depression abt da on-goin "diminishing POSB Savings" supply..i was so penniless tt i used da 50bucks tt is in my drawer to buy ingredients fer da chalet's beehoon (mom saez i shld put tt in a piggybank but i dun haf piggy bank!!AHAHAH) tt r kept 4 "rainy days"..i alwz take money frm dere n den put back but tis time,i dun think i can put back arhs.man.i wan a job or smth.

ahh..ok la.but im really glad to see andy bro (viRgo partner!!) so happy over da gift!haha..*kEeps da tHouGht of dA sAyiN tt itS bEtter to giVe dEn to rEcEive* i thot da shirt is his style!! but apparently he saez nt really his style.smmore quite big (i thot he big mah.he tall giant lah! sasha n me estimate his shirt size wrongly haha!)yala,despite nt bein his style he still told me many times tt he lyked it! n im lyk yAy! he also said he got a feeling i was his "angel"..lol.vIRgo tELePathY!! ZZZZ!!

haha..but i think back i shld've gotten him a lyk rocker shirt frm fareast or smth ah..haha.juz tt i cldnt find a suitable 1 tt dae =<>tongyan dey all sian of fareast liaos..hmmz..den da earring i got fer him too he oso got or smth!wah seh!ok! i shld wisen up nxt yr abt my selection of pressies!hahaha!!

-aiya.another sad thing--matthew is leaving fer army!!so saddd!haha..our ROCK u kno..sob.hes sucha jewel to our cg.he has indeed contributed much to our cellgrp, E222..

haiz..a happy thing amongst these sad things is tt i enjoyed da chalet!haha.oh i saw wc n his gf at cheers outside where i kaopeh-ed over beehoon tts so heavy (carried it n all da heavy stuff go everywhr look 4 em cos i lost my way-yea dumb lah.due to wrong info given by John as well.knn)..saw katherine as well!small world! =D lala..initially had stomach prob but it was alrite.din haf lyk constipation or lotsa gas in my stomach as compared to other chalets..hehe.n oso i played da adrenaline rushin game RESIDENT EVIL FOUR at da chalet as well cos Jiarong bought da PS2 to play..(XIEXIE!) was mad screamin while playin tt game.was harder den da other REs sia..horrible.but fun still la.if only i got PS2..*sob ah*

da chalet haha.da xmas gift exchange commenced n i din receive a gift on time again! lol! hm,is really fated lah?lol.xuemei forgot bring my present.shes my angel!!hehe.AhMa!!~den dere was Appreciation Nite where they gave out prizes to members-so cool.haa.

+ Stylo Milo-Yvonne + (think almost every yr same person lol)
+ Da Rock- Matthew +
+ Stormrider- John +
+ Best Newcomer- Huimin +
+ Lifechanging- Xuemei +
+ Fisher of Man- Ginnie +
+ Joker- Andy + (think almost every yr same person la huh haha)
+ Melissa n Brian n other ppl + won other awards but i cant rmb lah huh..sorrie!!haha..

haiya crap.tmr goin sch do POM proj,den got bs wif grace at parkway,den mebbe go watch KINGKONG (wah ex leh!) wif sasha..tmr's CDS selection dae!damn.i think im choosin jap or smth.wish me luck.i suck at languages 1 lorhs.

ahhhhhhh tiredddd lah.go see CDS subj or mebbe tmr last min den c hahaha!
gosh.im so lazy nowadaez i really am cant b bothered to reply to some of da ppls sms..nt purposely 1 but juz da brain nv do wad i usually do,which is reply..n smmore i gonna exceed my this mth smses alr..haha..either which if i dun reply u guys,sorri hor..=/

o yea!saw a guy look lyk andy @ tp bus stop todae..i went sch do CDS proj mah.borrowed lyk 3 heavy bks home..wah..heavy lyk sai.1st time i borrow bks frm library.hehe..n i din noe hw 2 borrow lah da librian helped me...horribleeeee.

o yea.praise da LORD!haha tt i get my monthly visitor after da chalet.or i wld've died..=D geewhiz!!