sinful.indulgence.
TODAY is a day fulla sweet indulgences.ate lyk mad.ate white chocs (alot!i nt shy sia!i "helped" sasha eat alot @ her hse..wehehe!!) den ate da cakes dear grace bought 4 sasha n me, den went wif sasha n her parents go eat dinner n stuffs (but ate abit only) den went home mom bought bakua n yakult!!! so happy sia! it was damn shiok! i <3>n e 1 wanna buy 4 me?HAHA.lols.oei buy 4 me lehh..hahaha wah!!wadda ya kno?im so bhb =D
todae has been a happy dae n a sad dae as well.derefore, i sorta juz haf to blog abt it! i haf been awae frm da bloggin world 4 OH TOO LONG!tts y i haf lotsa things to sae nw.yeA ppl!gear up cos this is gonna b a super long entree!
o yea a weird girl (da profile is addressed to a girl named Regina) msg me on friendster.he/she addressed himself/herself as mark n said wad wanna kno me sincerely ah n crap.den gimme phone number or smth sae hez eurasian n 29 yrs old den sae he will send me his pic over sms.seriously, wtf?! i think it might b some lamers playin pranks la.y got ppl nwadaez out dere boliao nth 2 do 1??sianz..i witnessed rabster's case too.a "mystery person" so-called proclaimed he/she ne hw add her on msn.den he/she wanna kno her..damn fuckin lame lah.
wads da world comin to?
n e wae..yea.todae i haf AP sia.after i realised it was bible study n nt cellgrp i was so pissed cos i 4got to bring da bk 4 bible study.i only brought my bible.n i felt lyk i din wanna go bible study n e more la.dun kno y i get so wrked up/irritated over small shit lyk this.
den called grace n asked if we cld haf da bible study another dae.she kinda psycho-ed me 2 go todae lor,even when i suggested we haf a longer bible study after da exams or smth (lyk instead of 1-2 hrs,its longer den can cover probably 2 chap instead of da usual 1) i kno quite bad la.shez doin this 4 us i kno n all..but i juz really din feel lyk goin to da bible study 2dae leh..=/
but ok went n e wae.went sasha's hse n slacked.den she came.den bible study was abt da Holy Spirit..pretty soon it was over den grace said she wanna pray 4 me to speak in tongues.i was lyk thinking omg nt again..haa.abit hesitent abt it.
den yea she was abt to pray 4 me when i told her tt durin da Prayer Meeting @ EXPO this wed i sorta spoke,i think.in some language tt seem rubbish to me.i dun even noe if i made all tt up or wad sia.but i think it sounded Spanish or Phillipino lang hahaha!!or mebbe Indonesian?dunno..i think got some Gra-chous soundin wrd.it doesnt sound lyk da usual tongues i hear.
da thing abt tongues is alwz smth i cannot fathom,but i think its so simple to understand as long as i haf faith.n initially i thot tongues r so weird but it isnt as weird as i 1st thot it to b.cos after hearin it i find tt its acceptable.den yea..so i think i spoke tongues on PM dae lah.mebbe my 12h fasting worked!was so proud of myself fer havin fasted successfully! =D lol.n after fasting i realised after all tt we/i eat juz to survive.a necessity.but sometimes u can do without eating.but of cos eating is to survive lah.i din really feel lyk eating/hungry til da last 10mins before 6pm/The Breaking of the Fast..
yeps.yea lorh..i will fast again!n i found out smth sia!tt perhaps da more u eat da hungrier u get!cos tt dae i nv eat breakfast ah (i oso nv gorge myself as i planned to @ 5am ok!originally planned to gorge myself wif bread n milk so i'd nt b hungry da nxt dae when i fast) i dun feel hungry leh.n todae i ate breakfast i felt hungry b4 lunchtime.its so weird i tell u..its unexplainable.
i shall try it more n haha see hw it goes..
i fasted 4 strength n all lah.haha..
n da Holy Spirit.sorta wrked i think.
well ok n e wae enuf abt da fasting thing.i oso prayed n "cried out " to God fer da Holy Spirit (which i learnt is a gift.a promise of a helper frm God to us) n perhaps tts y i received tongues.but todae i was abit sian abt da whole BS thing.i was lyk sian n prehaps havin da mindset of y every1 ard me is thinkin all abt God n i dun feel da same wae..
mebbe tts y i so AP..
den when grace prayed 4 me i cldnt speak.she juz kept goin on n on..abt 30mins we inside sasha's rm where she prayed in darkness (bcos i lyked it tt wae) n i still cldnt speak.i opened my mouth,my tongue sorta clicked (dunno naturally or unnaturally) but i still cldnt.i sorta had da believe tt i speak in da presence of lotsa ppl whr i feel better den when she 1-1 on me..she was so near me when she laid hands on me 4 me to speak in tongues..
i was quite irritated after some time leh.dunno y.AP again.in a wae i felt shes sorta forcin me to receive it when i cldnt.haiz dunno lah.den i told her i dun lyk da laying hands thing n tt i prefer to receive/b baptised of da Holy Spirit myself durin svcs or smth.dun lyk da laying of hands la..sorry Lord..i kno tts da wae its supp 2 b but dun lyk leh..manz..haf i sinned by so called denying da laying of hands?
yea..at last grace said she cant lay hands on me if i dun lyk it.so yea.she stopped n she told me abt her probs n tt i shldnt let emotions get da better on me.she said she haf problems too but she dun bring em wif her when she goes to preach da gospel of the Lord/tt shes happy cos she sees so many ppl get saved in church..basically, she dun wanna let her emotions get in her wae of the Lord's will.n tt i shldnt too.
quite true bcos it seems she haf more probs den me.she had asked me b4 tellin me abt da above (emotions thing) if smth had happened to me 2dae, bcos she cld sense it when i called her this evening.i said no..nth is botherin me (yalor kinda nth leh!haha was my AP attributed to satnn??haha jokin) yea.nth was botherin me but i was irritated.i think it was me struggling with myself.
y do i alwz feel tt wae.knnccb lah.
yea.so tt was tt.went to eat wif sasha n her parents.den dey send me home.when i reached home i ate bakua n yakult (weird combo,huh?but its so [!] =P slurp) n i asked mom if she allow me go church tmr bcos derez svc.asked her cos she had nagged on me abt goin to church too often n derefore bein less focused n neglecting my studies.
talked to her awhile la n decided tt im gonna go despite my mom naggin.but she said in the end its up to me cos its my results.if i get kicked out is my prob n stuff =x haha.yalor..but exams tt time i think i wun go lah.she wldnt b too happy abt it.n u kno wads her reason fer disapproval?cos go durin exams i listen to all da preaching n stuff i might get distracted.when i studyin tt time cos i will think abt the preachings unknowingly.which is quite true haha as smtimes i really do suddenly think abt CHC songs..n some bible verses i think.hahaha.
hm.den ok after tt i explained to her y we go church so much n we started talkin abt other stuff later.quite fun sia!!=x den i told her abt my 20th Century Fashion proj thing.abt havin to haf 4 ready-to-wear clothes to show teacher fer da final proj (as in real clothes inspired frm 1900-1950 era fashion!!depends on which era u choose u haf to haf 4 rdy2wear clothes)
suggested to her tt perhaps she cld help me tailor make those 4 rdy2wear collection so i can (1) have more clothes!! (2) no need buy the rdy2wear collection outside n waste money (3) can wear ur own designs! so fun sia!i design, she tailor make!but i worry she dun haf time la.but i think she kinda m ok wif my idea hehe.
n i found interestin facts.she actually made her own wedding gown (!) KEWL!!4 herself n an umbrella (HUH?4 wad?!?!weird ah) .omg!!so many things i dun noe of my mom tt i wanna discover cos its pretty interesting hehe.n apparently she knoz hw 1 make corsets too.i found a nice corset a model is wearin frm da newspaper n asked her if she can make anot she sae can but nt easy.den i was lyk psycho-ing her to help me make 4 da collection she lyk sae need big boobs to wear it or else nt nice..haiya!!=<
den we talked n talked..she tell me go join her attend classes (related to business) den i agreed lor.no harm in trying haha..sm class to build up public speakin,marketin etc..
yep..
omg for this holidae i've gt a million things planned out to do.but this alwz happen.plan until wahheffectx10 but after holidaez only 1/10 of em i done.hahaha..lets see hw true this is =x
PLANS FOR HOLIDAES(OMG PREPLAN b4 MIDSEM EVEN COME!!HOHOHO!!)
-dye hair+highlight+treatment (?) @ Johor/KL
-make a private bk outta yoko's present to me..abt my crushes,finding myself..private info abt myself so when i old woman can refer to it n Laugh My Ass Off or reminisce lyk a bodoh
-Do MBS,econs,mgt proj early so can concentrate on studies betta 9wrkload lighten)
-Do 20th Century Fashion proj early too!
-Read bks
-Praise da Lord (pictures dark rm, closed curtains+holy music n private time wif da lord..omg.quite scarie!!wad if tt illuminating cross visits me again? 9wonders if its imagination/smth of God/smth of devil)
-Join CCA nxt yr
-be StRONG
-o yea,be tanned!
haha..this sun go sentosa..whee.hope it dun rain ar.....
bye i cant see properly.n my Godbro's pissin..grr.
AP again..
bye la
todae has been a happy dae n a sad dae as well.derefore, i sorta juz haf to blog abt it! i haf been awae frm da bloggin world 4 OH TOO LONG!tts y i haf lotsa things to sae nw.yeA ppl!gear up cos this is gonna b a super long entree!
o yea a weird girl (da profile is addressed to a girl named Regina) msg me on friendster.he/she addressed himself/herself as mark n said wad wanna kno me sincerely ah n crap.den gimme phone number or smth sae hez eurasian n 29 yrs old den sae he will send me his pic over sms.seriously, wtf?! i think it might b some lamers playin pranks la.y got ppl nwadaez out dere boliao nth 2 do 1??sianz..i witnessed rabster's case too.a "mystery person" so-called proclaimed he/she ne hw add her on msn.den he/she wanna kno her..damn fuckin lame lah.
wads da world comin to?
n e wae..yea.todae i haf AP sia.after i realised it was bible study n nt cellgrp i was so pissed cos i 4got to bring da bk 4 bible study.i only brought my bible.n i felt lyk i din wanna go bible study n e more la.dun kno y i get so wrked up/irritated over small shit lyk this.
den called grace n asked if we cld haf da bible study another dae.she kinda psycho-ed me 2 go todae lor,even when i suggested we haf a longer bible study after da exams or smth (lyk instead of 1-2 hrs,its longer den can cover probably 2 chap instead of da usual 1) i kno quite bad la.shez doin this 4 us i kno n all..but i juz really din feel lyk goin to da bible study 2dae leh..=/
but ok went n e wae.went sasha's hse n slacked.den she came.den bible study was abt da Holy Spirit..pretty soon it was over den grace said she wanna pray 4 me to speak in tongues.i was lyk thinking omg nt again..haa.abit hesitent abt it.
den yea she was abt to pray 4 me when i told her tt durin da Prayer Meeting @ EXPO this wed i sorta spoke,i think.in some language tt seem rubbish to me.i dun even noe if i made all tt up or wad sia.but i think it sounded Spanish or Phillipino lang hahaha!!or mebbe Indonesian?dunno..i think got some Gra-chous soundin wrd.it doesnt sound lyk da usual tongues i hear.
da thing abt tongues is alwz smth i cannot fathom,but i think its so simple to understand as long as i haf faith.n initially i thot tongues r so weird but it isnt as weird as i 1st thot it to b.cos after hearin it i find tt its acceptable.den yea..so i think i spoke tongues on PM dae lah.mebbe my 12h fasting worked!was so proud of myself fer havin fasted successfully! =D lol.n after fasting i realised after all tt we/i eat juz to survive.a necessity.but sometimes u can do without eating.but of cos eating is to survive lah.i din really feel lyk eating/hungry til da last 10mins before 6pm/The Breaking of the Fast..
yeps.yea lorh..i will fast again!n i found out smth sia!tt perhaps da more u eat da hungrier u get!cos tt dae i nv eat breakfast ah (i oso nv gorge myself as i planned to @ 5am ok!originally planned to gorge myself wif bread n milk so i'd nt b hungry da nxt dae when i fast) i dun feel hungry leh.n todae i ate breakfast i felt hungry b4 lunchtime.its so weird i tell u..its unexplainable.
i shall try it more n haha see hw it goes..
i fasted 4 strength n all lah.haha..
n da Holy Spirit.sorta wrked i think.
well ok n e wae enuf abt da fasting thing.i oso prayed n "cried out " to God fer da Holy Spirit (which i learnt is a gift.a promise of a helper frm God to us) n perhaps tts y i received tongues.but todae i was abit sian abt da whole BS thing.i was lyk sian n prehaps havin da mindset of y every1 ard me is thinkin all abt God n i dun feel da same wae..
mebbe tts y i so AP..
den when grace prayed 4 me i cldnt speak.she juz kept goin on n on..abt 30mins we inside sasha's rm where she prayed in darkness (bcos i lyked it tt wae) n i still cldnt speak.i opened my mouth,my tongue sorta clicked (dunno naturally or unnaturally) but i still cldnt.i sorta had da believe tt i speak in da presence of lotsa ppl whr i feel better den when she 1-1 on me..she was so near me when she laid hands on me 4 me to speak in tongues..
i was quite irritated after some time leh.dunno y.AP again.in a wae i felt shes sorta forcin me to receive it when i cldnt.haiz dunno lah.den i told her i dun lyk da laying hands thing n tt i prefer to receive/b baptised of da Holy Spirit myself durin svcs or smth.dun lyk da laying of hands la..sorry Lord..i kno tts da wae its supp 2 b but dun lyk leh..manz..haf i sinned by so called denying da laying of hands?
yea..at last grace said she cant lay hands on me if i dun lyk it.so yea.she stopped n she told me abt her probs n tt i shldnt let emotions get da better on me.she said she haf problems too but she dun bring em wif her when she goes to preach da gospel of the Lord/tt shes happy cos she sees so many ppl get saved in church..basically, she dun wanna let her emotions get in her wae of the Lord's will.n tt i shldnt too.
quite true bcos it seems she haf more probs den me.she had asked me b4 tellin me abt da above (emotions thing) if smth had happened to me 2dae, bcos she cld sense it when i called her this evening.i said no..nth is botherin me (yalor kinda nth leh!haha was my AP attributed to satnn??haha jokin) yea.nth was botherin me but i was irritated.i think it was me struggling with myself.
y do i alwz feel tt wae.knnccb lah.
yea.so tt was tt.went to eat wif sasha n her parents.den dey send me home.when i reached home i ate bakua n yakult (weird combo,huh?but its so [!] =P slurp) n i asked mom if she allow me go church tmr bcos derez svc.asked her cos she had nagged on me abt goin to church too often n derefore bein less focused n neglecting my studies.
talked to her awhile la n decided tt im gonna go despite my mom naggin.but she said in the end its up to me cos its my results.if i get kicked out is my prob n stuff =x haha.yalor..but exams tt time i think i wun go lah.she wldnt b too happy abt it.n u kno wads her reason fer disapproval?cos go durin exams i listen to all da preaching n stuff i might get distracted.when i studyin tt time cos i will think abt the preachings unknowingly.which is quite true haha as smtimes i really do suddenly think abt CHC songs..n some bible verses i think.hahaha.
hm.den ok after tt i explained to her y we go church so much n we started talkin abt other stuff later.quite fun sia!!=x den i told her abt my 20th Century Fashion proj thing.abt havin to haf 4 ready-to-wear clothes to show teacher fer da final proj (as in real clothes inspired frm 1900-1950 era fashion!!depends on which era u choose u haf to haf 4 rdy2wear clothes)
suggested to her tt perhaps she cld help me tailor make those 4 rdy2wear collection so i can (1) have more clothes!! (2) no need buy the rdy2wear collection outside n waste money (3) can wear ur own designs! so fun sia!i design, she tailor make!but i worry she dun haf time la.but i think she kinda m ok wif my idea hehe.
n i found interestin facts.she actually made her own wedding gown (!) KEWL!!4 herself n an umbrella (HUH?4 wad?!?!weird ah) .omg!!so many things i dun noe of my mom tt i wanna discover cos its pretty interesting hehe.n apparently she knoz hw 1 make corsets too.i found a nice corset a model is wearin frm da newspaper n asked her if she can make anot she sae can but nt easy.den i was lyk psycho-ing her to help me make 4 da collection she lyk sae need big boobs to wear it or else nt nice..haiya!!=<
den we talked n talked..she tell me go join her attend classes (related to business) den i agreed lor.no harm in trying haha..sm class to build up public speakin,marketin etc..
yep..
omg for this holidae i've gt a million things planned out to do.but this alwz happen.plan until wahheffectx10 but after holidaez only 1/10 of em i done.hahaha..lets see hw true this is =x
PLANS FOR HOLIDAES(OMG PREPLAN b4 MIDSEM EVEN COME!!HOHOHO!!)
-dye hair+highlight+treatment (?) @ Johor/KL
-make a private bk outta yoko's present to me..abt my crushes,finding myself..private info abt myself so when i old woman can refer to it n Laugh My Ass Off or reminisce lyk a bodoh
-Do MBS,econs,mgt proj early so can concentrate on studies betta 9wrkload lighten)
-Do 20th Century Fashion proj early too!
-Read bks
-Praise da Lord (pictures dark rm, closed curtains+holy music n private time wif da lord..omg.quite scarie!!wad if tt illuminating cross visits me again? 9wonders if its imagination/smth of God/smth of devil)
-Join CCA nxt yr
-be StRONG
-o yea,be tanned!
haha..this sun go sentosa..whee.hope it dun rain ar.....
bye i cant see properly.n my Godbro's pissin..grr.
AP again..
bye la
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