Saturday, December 03, 2005

post to chiews: cheer up banana!

hey chiews. really really hope u're readin this, cos i cant tag on ur blog leh.alwz cock up 1..my com sux la!
n e wae.gotta sae i was shocked after readin ur new entree.u sounded nt ur usual self! (usually u r a happy banana =/ --[provided ur real usual self is substaintially indeed a happy banana.] im sayin this bcos i kno dere r ppl out dere who look happy on da outside-jokin,smilin n all,but in fact dey haf so many problems on da inside..m also sayin this bcos i dun kno u well enuf to kno if u're 1 of da ppl mentioned above la=/..so,uh.r u 1 of em? )

n e wae, i was quite worried after readin ur entree sia.but its true, wad u said.its quite a cruel world.n i oso dun wanna grow up. it sux bein an adult bcos u get more things to worry abt (taxes,bills,loans..ur future yadayada) n thus we get more n more self-centered n eventually, 1s "innocence" is gone.but its all part n parcel of evolution ba.haha..an irony tt when we small tt time we wanna grow up quickly thinkin its so fun cos adults seem cool (for me la.was a childish thot) n when we old tt time,we wanna b young again..

n i really do miss those times too.life was so simple back den.tho it was quite horrible us bein loners before n all, but @ least it was simple. nw life kinda downturns on u alot more,n u r more aware of da society n its disappointments..but chiews,i believe wad u're feelin is similar to wad I,n many ppl feel durin periods of "depression" or periods of "life sux/da world is so disappointing" plaguing thoughts.its disturbing,ya.but still its life ba.try nt 2 dun worri bout it kae?cheer up! =/

i keep askin u to grow up cuz u keep teasin me mah.lol.den i sian alr..lyk haiyo.wanna play prank oso dun play this kinda prank mah..malu me only..think da class think i mad crush here n dere on any tom,dick n harry la.walau.n its not true lor.kinda felt pek chek n a little helpless la.n sorri i got AP on simpang dae cos u guys n e hw sae me n kc juz cos i dreamt of him.siao.den i was lyk goin thru some state of depression, havin da "sian! y i alwz kena bullied?frm da whole of primary sch to even now,im so fun to bully!which is nt gd (accrd to sarah) as in da future i will suffer *imagines ppl passin me loads of their work fer ME to do in wrk* lol " thoughts. gotta sae ya was childish of me la to feel tt wae or get affected so easily.i kno my AP sux.even sasha thinks so ba.n i admit im so weak in spirit n all.tts y when i pray,its alwz askin 4 God to make me a stronger person..i believe u're a stronger n more spiritual person den me so pls dun b disheartened..

n haiya!i gotta sae tt transparency thing u did was quite childish too la (yay!childish together lol).haha.juz cos i lyk X doesnt mean i wanna announce it literally,to da *whole world even tho i sorta did write it in my blog here,which was kinda an announcing too.haha.but din kno u ppl read wad.haha.

dunno la.

hmm.n e wae i dun kno wad happened to u..but i think something did sadden u so much tt u gotta blog abt it to relieve it ba.haha.i do tt sometimes.but its gd u blog abt it bcos u pour ur heart out n share wif us ur thoughts =)

gt n e thing botherin u there's alwz our class ppl, da mad dogs or ur cellgrp 2 fall back on!! let us not be loners n e more lyk last time n lol!may we do more sharing!

n ya.everytime i see those auntie sellin tissue paper n those blind baskers etc, i oso get sad.tho i nv buy frm dem,i feel sad tt they haf to do this..

a hundred ppl can walk by them without caring..n tts quite sad bcos nobody's dere to reach out to em.everybody's just too caught up wif our lives..

n da selfishness in us is juz an accelerant to all our sins.

derefore,most of us @ times try NOT to b selfish (altho its quite inevitable..ya dog eat dog world we're in)
but this selfish mindset is wad da churches r plannin to put dwn.we're reachin out..

manz.i dunno if this makes sense to u,n all.but i cant open ur blog cos da explorer friggin dun allow me to!so i cant reference to so called address my thoughts frm ur thoughts,in an attempt to cheer u up..hahaha.but cheer up kaez?tho i suck @ da cheering part?

if it makes u happy bully me more lor.
u're our banana
u make me happy when skies r grey.ahahaha. *singsong*

God Bless.

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