No more SMU..
now its no more SMU..
they have replied thru e-mail and rejected me. I just emailed them so late last evening to request for an earlier notification of results cos SIM UOL gotta make payment already by 7th June.. and this morning so fast, they rejected me already! =( less than 12 hours. I called mom thereafter and can't help but cry a bit. Dad called me minutes later and he said "mei ban fa. no choice, move on.. " he said that should have some preparation for these kinda things already.. after that, with no apparent reason, I cried more because in some way, I am touched by his concern. and his words just had an effect on me for some reason..
I guess I realised that it's good to have family, although mine has a subtle way of caring (when I was young I always wondered why they never said "I love you" and all. I even asked them when they grew older, but they said that it's an "of course thing". but I guess they really do care, just that they don't show it like in the movies [haha]) - perhaps I really watched too much movies that made me the way I am, so dramatic sometimes.. life at times, seems like a movie itself to me..
so... it's SIM UOL now... thank God luckily I still have that, although I don't know how useful/credible the institution is.. I didn't do much research. sigh. you know I feel that we poly grads have such huge competition.. we fight with the JC people for university places, and even some really smart people I know didn't really get their first choice! and Sasha who had a Diploma with Merit was rejected by all 3 local unis as well! seriously the govt should give us poly grads more chances, esp if they want us to continue onto our university education. it's like only the top poly grads get to go to the 3 local unis...=/ so what about all the borderline/"okok" grads? is it the "survival of the smartest"? seriously, it's no wonder people are going overseas to study/are living elsewhere.
maybe I am just sour about the whole thing and am thus saying all these.
but seriously, that's how I feel. I'd try appealing again to SMU, but how far will that get me?
GAH. why can't I get anything I want?
In Poly I like got my 6th choice (but it's okay because I didn't regret), and now, in Uni, it's the same.. T.T
Looks like that HK trip would be a one for me to relieve my disappointments in life.. although I should be grateful where I am, but seems like my expectations on how I wanna live my life always fall short of the way I am living my life.. =/ gotta buck up now.
they have replied thru e-mail and rejected me. I just emailed them so late last evening to request for an earlier notification of results cos SIM UOL gotta make payment already by 7th June.. and this morning so fast, they rejected me already! =( less than 12 hours. I called mom thereafter and can't help but cry a bit. Dad called me minutes later and he said "mei ban fa. no choice, move on.. " he said that should have some preparation for these kinda things already.. after that, with no apparent reason, I cried more because in some way, I am touched by his concern. and his words just had an effect on me for some reason..
I guess I realised that it's good to have family, although mine has a subtle way of caring (when I was young I always wondered why they never said "I love you" and all. I even asked them when they grew older, but they said that it's an "of course thing". but I guess they really do care, just that they don't show it like in the movies [haha]) - perhaps I really watched too much movies that made me the way I am, so dramatic sometimes.. life at times, seems like a movie itself to me..
so... it's SIM UOL now... thank God luckily I still have that, although I don't know how useful/credible the institution is.. I didn't do much research. sigh. you know I feel that we poly grads have such huge competition.. we fight with the JC people for university places, and even some really smart people I know didn't really get their first choice! and Sasha who had a Diploma with Merit was rejected by all 3 local unis as well! seriously the govt should give us poly grads more chances, esp if they want us to continue onto our university education. it's like only the top poly grads get to go to the 3 local unis...=/ so what about all the borderline/"okok" grads? is it the "survival of the smartest"? seriously, it's no wonder people are going overseas to study/are living elsewhere.
maybe I am just sour about the whole thing and am thus saying all these.
but seriously, that's how I feel. I'd try appealing again to SMU, but how far will that get me?
GAH. why can't I get anything I want?
In Poly I like got my 6th choice (but it's okay because I didn't regret), and now, in Uni, it's the same.. T.T
Looks like that HK trip would be a one for me to relieve my disappointments in life.. although I should be grateful where I am, but seems like my expectations on how I wanna live my life always fall short of the way I am living my life.. =/ gotta buck up now.
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