I want to go Yangzhou!! =/

today I received news that I cannot go Yangzhou for my OSIP with Clara!
so sad..!!
originally I was to replace Beatrice as she wants to back out..and I was so looking forward to it and all, plus already imagining what activities I can do, what fun I can have if I were to go with her!

to go overseas for SIP is great.. going with Clara, a rather close friend of mine, is even betta!
then we can see each other in unglam moments, know each other betta thru the learning process too! =/


but Mr Sheng broke my hopes when he called me and said the client side don't want to go thru the trouble to reapply for me (dun understand why leh), then also my local SIP is like already placed..=/ then all 3 of us, Clara, me and Beatrice don't understand why this cannot be done..is it all that complicated/ not worth the trouble?


haiya..
really wanted to go..
but now cannot..
but we'd try again tomorrow with Ms. Teo Hui cos Beatrice suggested so as she's the Chairman of the OSIP Committee >_< haiyah..hope there's still hope and she'd know I am sincere, and will like haha..take pity on our plight (Clara have to go alone! so poor thing! and she dealing with this at this time is so sucky..=/) and let me go..=/ then Clara don't have to go alone too.
oh man. if only a miracle were to happen on our side~

truly this is the toughest semester to date..
so much hardships we must go thru..
the MA paper was shitty too. damn traumatizing, in fact.

hopefully the other papers won't be that hard!! >_