Signed, Sealed, Delivered

I finally got to blog after so long..
all the assignments ended, so its left with my SIT presentation+the reminders-
the reflection journals (really a drag to do as well), peer evaluations and the actual EVENT execution (4th Aug at Toa Payoh HDB Hub Mall)

ahh.. I thought this weekend I could actually like relax a bit..but I can't..cos I moving house..
today after church, Sasha called me to chat, then my parents bugged at me to pack up, altho they said it's Wed that we're moving-thus I relaxed abit (anyway,9th Aug we have to fully vacate the house. =/ we're moving way in advance cos we want to move slowly+because dad n mom rented the place for renovations)

anyway..today I went church again for deliverance service again.yesterday I also went had but then I din respond.guess partly because I can't pinpoint what kind of deliverance is needed for me, and also, because I was abit lost/unsure whether I really need it..like blurblur la.so I basically just supported the others, prayinf for them. then just see all the members manifest..its actually quite interesting..=X

anyway, before service, I went wif Stella to Clarke Quay to pei her for her phototaking for proj this morning.
then we rushed down to Pastor Mike Connell's deliverance svc.
I thought we'd be late but ok lah, when we arrived, it was the 2nd altarcall..

then at first I felt nothing one..was singing away as normal..but towards the end of the 2nd altarcall, I started to sway uncontrollably front and back, like I'm gonna fall, and I also trembled. then eventually, I cried and Stella held me (I think someone told her or she noticed)..lol it's so weird and unexplanable. then a Ministry member (I presume CGL) prayed for me then asked me if I felt better, and I just said yes. (I wasnt exactly sure tho lol)

then for 3rd/Fear altarcall, Stella nudged me and then she went for it, and I followed her. then we stood around in the middle front section, praying and all..then got people fall under the weight of God..lol. then me and her were like avoiding those who fell so we won't get hit..-.- once I almost fall down sia,because got this person fall on me. then I saw the cute Japanese SOT guy lol at my right..quite paiseh. haha. everytime I see him he looks different.

then got this usher ask us go infront cos where we're standing, there's limited space (plus we were endangering ourselves by standing near "the falling ppl" lol) so we did. then we prayed and all..then eventually an angmoh Pastor (dunno if it's Mike Connell- I presume lol) came and laid hands on Stella (she manifested by screaming-I know cos I heard) then later on me..then I fell..just felt giddy..and after I fell (I was so weak and "nua"), I cried and screamed..part of me was like "oh my gosh! why am I screaming?"- I was like weak and subconsciously conscious lol. and also speaking in tongues. then another part of me (the vain part LOL!) was like "oh man my hair must be so messy"..then another part of me was like "how come nobody attend to me?" WAHHAHAA.

it's quite lame lah, I know. then later a sister came and prayed for me. it was quite nice to be weak and lying there lol. (I wonder what happens if nobody waked those who fell up-will they go to heaven?lol) then she called me up and I woke up. then she ask if I felt better-again I said yes.then she asked if I need to be prayed for anything else like unforgiveness..I said no..so Stella (who's already finished with her deliverance) and I went back to our seats..

then after Pst Mike Connell left, we continued to worship. then Pst Derek was like suddenly making a blowing sound (his trademark accrd to Sasha) then some of the people fell.. I saw la. then I tried to stay focused and not bother. then I started swaying again.. tried to stop myself from swaying by putting pressure on my legs to control..but then it continued. then eventually at some point, I fell..the funny thing is my hands still in upright position, unlike many whose hands go down and they pratically have that faint/asleep kinda position/posture..after I fell, I stood up and then I fell again (lotsa times)

haha..then after some time, the service ended..and I felt so weak haha..
yay! my first deliverance experience!! =D
luckily I went for this experience built up my faith..

science can't explain this. before this experience when I witnessed my friends getting delivered, I know it's not fake bcos nobody would want to scream/cry uncontrollably without reason..some who got delivered even like became rather violent that people have to press them down..it's kinda scary and sad. sad because the world have such things (demons) and that it came to take control of their life.. sad also because you know some of these individuals who are being delivered must have went thru some sad experiences that allowed the demons to get into them (those sad experiences open doorways to these demons)

and it is because of personal experiences like this which are unexplanable that makes it easier for individuals like me to further believe.but blessed are those who did not witness and believed..!!