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today my one and only test (MA) for the sem ended! yay!
the paper totally sucked because there were so many tricky segments.damn it.ma's lucky kitkat din work.lol!
mistakes I know I made are: (mama will say I lengkong again if she reads)
1) the classificiaton of the rent on warehouse for F/gds
2) I din add the costs above for a qn segment!!
omg.. stupid la it sucks. for 1) I was really trying so hard to think, imagining the drawing the lecturer made at the lecture and all..but I kinda lyk gave up and put it under FOH. hais. I saw the drawing while studying but I din study it la..shucks! stupid person who set the paper. 4 lectures into MA they shld set the paper easy ma! (SLOWLY INTRODUCE WHAT!! ROARS!)
hais. there goes my distinction. I wan get distinction 1 leh! T.T
(cos acc wise I always do get hahaha HAIYA! shithead!)
and I had all the time in the world (many days) to study for it but I din treasure it.. my bad. I think I really slacked so much now. and I kinda lost the zeal/hope tt I can make it to a local uni!
life isn't great for me lah.
today after the paper I went home altho usually after my papers I go out..
then I was having "Fashion Show" again with all my clothes. LOL!
then I came online look at all the sprees..then I came across Dueba colored contact lenses from Korea. I want to buy sia.. it's so cheap like SGD$55 for a year la! but I am more interested in the G&G 3-color grey lenses because its pretty..=P and its cheaper than Dueba I think.
then I surfed the net the whole day and heard the song 爱的主旋律- THE song to emo to post-the-"I want to forget him"-period. the song's real lovely lah. hm. anyway, my status/"wellbeing" (LOL!) for the "I want to forget him" is lyk 100% forget le (YAY! CONGRATULATE ME!) I really don't like him anymore and don't care about him anymore when I see him (that numbskull!) lol.
lalala..
man! bad news! my closest friend and kinda "only friend" Sasha is confirmed going to Shanghai for her SIP with Nancy [!!!] (her new good fren! >=( *jealous*) lol. WHY NOT ME!!!~ walau eh. 3 mths leh. I'd be so bored/lonely in Singapore.. T.T
actually I do have other friends too lah but I'm not as close to anyone except her. oh! I've got a new revelation about my friendships too upon reflecting on this.. like how I like one guy per period (wah so loyal! WAHHAA), I also seem to have my closest/"only fren" each period. lyk it used to be Yoko then Peizhen (in sec sch) then Sasha when I came poly. hopefully I don't lose Sasha (kinda nv tok to Yoko n Peizhen cos different sch) bcos I really love her as a friend, and nobody knows me as well as she does- shit la. do I suck as a fren? T.T
hmms. anyway, I read this girl's blog today- http://kissesfrombeigirl.blogspot.com/ she so lucky go Japan sia! my wish is to go Japan with Sasha and a few close frens (maybe the peaches?) haha..seems like go with more people better because can share food (save money WAHAHA)
it's damn funny. as I am lookin thru the pictures I was contemplating how I would write the photo captions if I were her. and the captions I thought of is quite funny lol.
WHY IS NOT ME GO JAPAN!! T.T
ah. anyway, Zilra is having a chalet.. I'm thinkin whether I should go.. actually I am not really close to the Zilra people.. =/ sad la. oso bcos I can't make it for majority of the outings. and also the outings some I don't know one -.- ya lor. then I see this freshie's photo they having fun all that I xian mu..=/
maybe I'd join FOC/FOW next year.. (hopefully can get in again haha) n I hope ppl I know/am comfortable with get into the same group as me..then I can be myself and enjoy myself thoroughly wahaha..and be well-integrated?? I never really felt I belong in the camps and its people 1..maybe because ALL OF EM look so intimidating I can't crap with em yet and be silly.waha.
it's so sad.it's like that when I was a freshie for my OC (Neon), and it's like that now..
OH WHY!!!
sometimes I feel I failed as a human being.
I should go be a peachtart.
haha..
today my one and only test (MA) for the sem ended! yay!
the paper totally sucked because there were so many tricky segments.damn it.ma's lucky kitkat din work.lol!
mistakes I know I made are: (mama will say I lengkong again if she reads)
1) the classificiaton of the rent on warehouse for F/gds
2) I din add the costs above for a qn segment!!
omg.. stupid la it sucks. for 1) I was really trying so hard to think, imagining the drawing the lecturer made at the lecture and all..but I kinda lyk gave up and put it under FOH. hais. I saw the drawing while studying but I din study it la..shucks! stupid person who set the paper. 4 lectures into MA they shld set the paper easy ma! (SLOWLY INTRODUCE WHAT!! ROARS!)
hais. there goes my distinction. I wan get distinction 1 leh! T.T
(cos acc wise I always do get hahaha HAIYA! shithead!)
and I had all the time in the world (many days) to study for it but I din treasure it.. my bad. I think I really slacked so much now. and I kinda lost the zeal/hope tt I can make it to a local uni!
life isn't great for me lah.
today after the paper I went home altho usually after my papers I go out..
then I was having "Fashion Show" again with all my clothes. LOL!
then I came online look at all the sprees..then I came across Dueba colored contact lenses from Korea. I want to buy sia.. it's so cheap like SGD$55 for a year la! but I am more interested in the G&G 3-color grey lenses because its pretty..=P and its cheaper than Dueba I think.
then I surfed the net the whole day and heard the song 爱的主旋律- THE song to emo to post-the-"I want to forget him"-period. the song's real lovely lah. hm. anyway, my status/"wellbeing" (LOL!) for the "I want to forget him" is lyk 100% forget le (YAY! CONGRATULATE ME!) I really don't like him anymore and don't care about him anymore when I see him (that numbskull!) lol.
lalala..
man! bad news! my closest friend and kinda "only friend" Sasha is confirmed going to Shanghai for her SIP with Nancy [!!!] (her new good fren! >=( *jealous*) lol. WHY NOT ME!!!~ walau eh. 3 mths leh. I'd be so bored/lonely in Singapore.. T.T
actually I do have other friends too lah but I'm not as close to anyone except her. oh! I've got a new revelation about my friendships too upon reflecting on this.. like how I like one guy per period (wah so loyal! WAHHAA), I also seem to have my closest/"only fren" each period. lyk it used to be Yoko then Peizhen (in sec sch) then Sasha when I came poly. hopefully I don't lose Sasha (kinda nv tok to Yoko n Peizhen cos different sch) bcos I really love her as a friend, and nobody knows me as well as she does- shit la. do I suck as a fren? T.T
hmms. anyway, I read this girl's blog today- http://kissesfrombeigirl.blogspot.com/ she so lucky go Japan sia! my wish is to go Japan with Sasha and a few close frens (maybe the peaches?) haha..seems like go with more people better because can share food (save money WAHAHA)
it's damn funny. as I am lookin thru the pictures I was contemplating how I would write the photo captions if I were her. and the captions I thought of is quite funny lol.
WHY IS NOT ME GO JAPAN!! T.T
ah. anyway, Zilra is having a chalet.. I'm thinkin whether I should go.. actually I am not really close to the Zilra people.. =/ sad la. oso bcos I can't make it for majority of the outings. and also the outings some I don't know one -.- ya lor. then I see this freshie's photo they having fun all that I xian mu..=/
maybe I'd join FOC/FOW next year.. (hopefully can get in again haha) n I hope ppl I know/am comfortable with get into the same group as me..then I can be myself and enjoy myself thoroughly wahaha..and be well-integrated?? I never really felt I belong in the camps and its people 1..maybe because ALL OF EM look so intimidating I can't crap with em yet and be silly.waha.
it's so sad.it's like that when I was a freshie for my OC (Neon), and it's like that now..
OH WHY!!!
sometimes I feel I failed as a human being.
I should go be a peachtart.
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