Moving On

maybe it's me, maybe it's the emo music I am listening to..haha
I feel abit emo, but I am blocking those feelings for I have to concentrate on my task/proj at hand!
haha..

today, I tell myself Iris, YOU REALLY GOTTA MOVE ON.
right here, right now, here are my exact thoughts.
this quote's in my head, and it's MSN nick as well. lol.

often I don't want to show the world what I am going thru so I have rather unexpressive MSN nicknames cuz it's so unnecesary to show that you're sad, heartbroken, so happy or promoting your blog (thru ur MSN nick). but I guess its so very tempting because it's a way of expressing yourself.

"Moving On"
I have told my friends that I'd forget him like its so easy.
I thought it'd b easy.
but maybe the way I make myself forget is just me "being in the numb mode"- and that's not healthy.
GAHH!! why am I like that!? it's not the first time =/

man.
I think it's hard to forget because sometimes, there's just some kind of nostalgia attached to it, and because I kinda got so involved.

forget it! my life's not centered around him. tomorrow I have a proposal to submit, for goodness sakes.
and so it's hello, goodbye.
I love you so blog.