Happy National Day!
gah. now Sasha's gone and it's one year since I moved to Bedok Reservoir. had spent a month or two being in SIM.. made new friends, joined new associations.. everybody's leading their own life, including me.. my time spent in front of the TV catching shows has decreased to a pathetically, and GAH I din see the Olympics Opening! Quite irritating that my Bridging Exams (left 10++ chapters) and my Topography Course is just around the corner. It's next week and they're both "so close to each other". I am soo not prepared for either.. and the fact that it's back to back sucks cos it means that I can't train for the course and I'd have to rush into packing.
To add to my rants, I had my SRC Council Interview yesterday and boy, I think I sucked. I was too tensed, my mind was in a blank, so I anyhow say sia, haha.. and I giggled like a schoolgirl so often and I think I beemed so much I looked like an idiot (nowadays I keep doing that - not only in the interview- I even do that sometimes when I'm playing Touch Rug! WTH..what's wrong with me?) when I went home after the interview, I realised I could've done better, could've crapped more, been more confident. I forgot to say that I studied Event Mgt, had been a GL and all that! which sucks. and what I learned in school I like give back already lah! cos they asked about "how to make the event more interesting" and I could've used what I learned to make the answer seem more pro and impressive.. >_> but my answers were so lacklustre. gah. if I've known I would've read up my notes or something haha., =/ I hope I can get in lah.. I am like so psyched up esp to organise Fright Night cos after I went home I was thinking up so much ideas (but too late =/) and I think it'd be a whole lot of fun if I was part of the organising team..
ok enough of ranting. Today is National Day and I'm at home, studying for my bridging exams..it's pathetic.
Iwish I could be near the NDP with my friends or something. esp Sasha. but she's in BK T.T. so it's not possible this year so I guess I gotta wait till next year.. was watching a bit of the NDP during dinner and it was beautiful! very colourful. the song this year was nice too.. it made me think about how Singapore is special in it's own way, being a multi-racial nation..=) our Singaporean culture (slang and actions) are unique, sometimes funny, sometimes irritating. I hope that the peace, stability and racial harmony our nation has had all these years will continue till infinitely (or as long as possible).. !!
Singapore will always be close in my heart, but I definitely want to see the world and not live here all my life.. I think it would be quite sad to do so. afterall, the world is so big. it's rather sad to live in a place, all 70++ years of your life? so, I just hope that I'd have the opportunity to work/live elsewhere in the future..
To add to my rants, I had my SRC Council Interview yesterday and boy, I think I sucked. I was too tensed, my mind was in a blank, so I anyhow say sia, haha.. and I giggled like a schoolgirl so often and I think I beemed so much I looked like an idiot (nowadays I keep doing that - not only in the interview- I even do that sometimes when I'm playing Touch Rug! WTH..what's wrong with me?) when I went home after the interview, I realised I could've done better, could've crapped more, been more confident. I forgot to say that I studied Event Mgt, had been a GL and all that! which sucks. and what I learned in school I like give back already lah! cos they asked about "how to make the event more interesting" and I could've used what I learned to make the answer seem more pro and impressive.. >_> but my answers were so lacklustre. gah. if I've known I would've read up my notes or something haha., =/ I hope I can get in lah.. I am like so psyched up esp to organise Fright Night cos after I went home I was thinking up so much ideas (but too late =/) and I think it'd be a whole lot of fun if I was part of the organising team..
ok enough of ranting. Today is National Day and I'm at home, studying for my bridging exams..it's pathetic.
Iwish I could be near the NDP with my friends or something. esp Sasha. but she's in BK T.T. so it's not possible this year so I guess I gotta wait till next year.. was watching a bit of the NDP during dinner and it was beautiful! very colourful. the song this year was nice too.. it made me think about how Singapore is special in it's own way, being a multi-racial nation..=) our Singaporean culture (slang and actions) are unique, sometimes funny, sometimes irritating. I hope that the peace, stability and racial harmony our nation has had all these years will continue till infinitely (or as long as possible).. !!
Singapore will always be close in my heart, but I definitely want to see the world and not live here all my life.. I think it would be quite sad to do so. afterall, the world is so big. it's rather sad to live in a place, all 70++ years of your life? so, I just hope that I'd have the opportunity to work/live elsewhere in the future..
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