Momo and Touch Rugby Blues
sent Sasha off today to the airport and rushed to school for Bridging Maths (yay last lesson!), with less than 2 hours of sleep after staying over at her house. but it was alright because I guess sleeping along the way there helped alot..
so yeah. Sasha's gone to the Land of Smiles with Marilyn , for such a long time (4 years), and I'm stuck in Singapore with nobody as close to me as her. I really missed talking to her and listening to her voice lah, even tho I kinda just parted with her not so long ago. tho she's not exactly so FAR away like in Australia, I'll really miss her. It dawned on me today as I was on the train to school that her old number WILL no longer be in use. I can't call her and I'm just so not used to it.. she's the person I rant to when I met inconsiderate people (plenty man!) or people I just wanna slap, and besides all of that, she can tolerate me and hear me patiently. I have not known anyone as "Best Friend Material" as her.. I hope in her time there, she'd not change so much...
on another note, I'm happy she got to experience something different. tho it's not the conventional choice, I think it's pretty cool. and somehow, I think it's quite good she has the global exposure. I sooo wanna go too cos I seriously don't wanna live here all my life without venturing out of Singapore, to see what life is like in other countries. If I have the means, I'd definitely go overseas lah, sad to say. I'm just so sian of the life here although ironically, I'm kinda at the new beginning of my life at this point too, studying in SIM UOL, meeting lotsa people even tho school hasn't officially begin.
then today I joined Touch Rugby for the training sessions again today. I tried my hardest at the game, I chionged more than the other training, altho I din have enough sleep. I wanted to chiong for Sasha cos today is all for Sasha (sorta. I know it sounds very drama). but I dunno why the senior (who I find very impatient >_>) said we weren't vocal enough, and that I must try harder or what.. he said something like "don't like be so not willing to run cos it'd be very tiring for the team who have to cover for you". He said that to me in front of some people, and I was thinking wtf? I really did try my best. and the fact that I did (I know I did) and that senior come and say this kinda thing to me, and I can't say anything back, it was just killing me..
I don't know lah. I'm tired. I miss you Sasha!
(GAH... my holga box and manuals got wet! chicken!)
so yeah. Sasha's gone to the Land of Smiles with Marilyn , for such a long time (4 years), and I'm stuck in Singapore with nobody as close to me as her. I really missed talking to her and listening to her voice lah, even tho I kinda just parted with her not so long ago. tho she's not exactly so FAR away like in Australia, I'll really miss her. It dawned on me today as I was on the train to school that her old number WILL no longer be in use. I can't call her and I'm just so not used to it.. she's the person I rant to when I met inconsiderate people (plenty man!) or people I just wanna slap, and besides all of that, she can tolerate me and hear me patiently. I have not known anyone as "Best Friend Material" as her.. I hope in her time there, she'd not change so much...
on another note, I'm happy she got to experience something different. tho it's not the conventional choice, I think it's pretty cool. and somehow, I think it's quite good she has the global exposure. I sooo wanna go too cos I seriously don't wanna live here all my life without venturing out of Singapore, to see what life is like in other countries. If I have the means, I'd definitely go overseas lah, sad to say. I'm just so sian of the life here although ironically, I'm kinda at the new beginning of my life at this point too, studying in SIM UOL, meeting lotsa people even tho school hasn't officially begin.
then today I joined Touch Rugby for the training sessions again today. I tried my hardest at the game, I chionged more than the other training, altho I din have enough sleep. I wanted to chiong for Sasha cos today is all for Sasha (sorta. I know it sounds very drama). but I dunno why the senior (who I find very impatient >_>) said we weren't vocal enough, and that I must try harder or what.. he said something like "don't like be so not willing to run cos it'd be very tiring for the team who have to cover for you". He said that to me in front of some people, and I was thinking wtf? I really did try my best. and the fact that I did (I know I did) and that senior come and say this kinda thing to me, and I can't say anything back, it was just killing me..
I don't know lah. I'm tired. I miss you Sasha!
(GAH... my holga box and manuals got wet! chicken!)
posted by tiAsa at 9:41 AM
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