Take A Bow

haha..its freakin late,but i think i might juz stay up til 5am again!!tmr will die durin cyclin @ ECP!!im afraid i might nt wake up..they're lyk meetin @ 11am i think!

MAN.im so retarded.i feel so happy now.m i turning into a night animal?lol.i feel so high.was either da cocktail iswandy lemme drink (got vodka) its abit..but it might haf made me a bit high!!who knowz my tolerance?or is cos i wanna niao niao (pee)...OR!it might b attributed to me gettin 2 hear nice songs n relac to it on my com, after a hard day of wrk!!OR it might b bcos i checked my friendster (da new function u get to see who view ur profile) n i found out tt my ex-crush n his frens viewed my profile?lol..

how jolly.
ok i shld shut up.
was listening to take a bow by madonna n i feel lyk dancin lyk da Red Shoes movie da char..haha!jump n prance ard lyk mad.ya manz.i dunno y,but i think i might b actually high..

haiz.wadeva.i realised im bloggin almost everyday sia,despite actually comin home late.i manage 2 sacrifice my slpin time to blog.i blog so much tt i think it kinda justifies tt i do not haf a life now..mebbe ttz y i wanna blog abt it,to lyk, "have a life"?

but ok lah,its more to ME LOVIN to BLOG!!!!!bloggin rox.it improves ur eng,n u can have an emotional connection to it (even tho its nt a human.but u juz think u haf a EC to it lah) n blogs can absorb however much things u haf 2 say!

i wld lyk 2 have a diary in future(altho its sucha hassle)-those tt u pen down n nt lyk here,type 1.but my handwriting so ugly.i wish i had sasha's cursive handwriting..so my future descendents (LOL.i do think FAR don't i) can read abt my life?it will b lyk passing on my history. =x it may seem rather self centered,but i think its so interesting sia!if given a chance,i wld wanna read my ahgong's life n my ancestors',n all..hehe.i think they'll most prob b tokin abt their kampung,da hardlife,da pigs..n uh..hw condoms dun exist? (which is a prob..LOL!) i think it'd b really gd bcos i'd learn to appreciate life more,knowin just HOW TOUGH life was before =)

lalala.
today wrk was great.smooth.altho gerald kaopeh @ me smtimes,@ da end of it all,he came n said thank you to me!!he recognised my hard work!!was so happy sia when he said i was a hardwrkin lady sia!!YAY!RECOGNITION!!it pains to NOT get recognition(like i watch da show taken tt day,da wife had a husband who did nt even recognise/realise his wife's kindness.den a stranger[da alien] i think,did.which is a sad thing.lyk instead of sm1 really close 2 u knowing u,a stranger actually saw smth in u.)

ya,n e waez, i was doin da manual pumpin of gas outta da red n white wines again.n hell its sucha tough job.i think fahzi who help me pump 2 bottles tired alr.he was kinda nice 2 help out(altho actually i did ask him to help me lah.but he can refuse lah) i pumped dunno hw many bottles lah!but today was betta =x den da 1st day when i pumped manually too- bcos deres lesser bottles =)

i think canny's in a gd mood todae.we sorta joked abit.i can feel myself gettin quite comfortable wif wrk..but i dun wanna keep my hopes high bcos i might screw up n "da world might go crashin dwn on me again" n i might cry again (tho its sucha stupid thing to do) due to emotional stress.

haha.i think cryin is a normal thing tho bcos i hear frm zoei tt every girl who wrked dere had gt their cryin bouts b4..its a girl thing probably.i dun think n e guys cried dere b4.hahas.

o ya.2dae a customer was funny.he thot i frm korean/tibet?!?he sae i dun look local -.- again.i juz wanna look sgrean lahs.tis customer has a rather cute son (those guai guai kind.his son in army or smth).i rmbed him when he spoke of his son.LOL.

im glad i helped out daniel abit 2dae.his 1st wkday wrk.i hope i make his 1sy wkday wrk "less of a trauma" effect as my 1st wkday wrk had on me..he's kinda cute oso leh.ahaha.wahlau wads happenin 2 me.im nt guy crazed ok!2dae iswandy molested (gripped fahzi's crotch!!eee) fahzi.walau.den fahzi kept sayin he nt gay n tt iswandy is a pervert(so true.every1 knoz.hez a cheekopek lah)haha.but fahzi later came out wif tight sleeveless tee n im lyk omg? tt shirt juz has sucha element of gayness to it!epitome of gays/"muscleman who wanna show off their muscles" to me lehs.lol.took taxi wif both of em..had a talk wif da taxi driver abt dengue or smth.LMAO.oh ya,2dae pigeon went home early to meet bf.haha.iswandy kept askin abt pigeon..does he really lyk her or wad?=x

oh i finally gave mom my jeans n tt LONG denim skirt to alter! (1 of my "to-dos")!!i hope she gets em done b4 sch starts!i finally done it!im so happy.

o ya saw eugene today as well.hez wrkin banquet.hope wrk's alright fer him too.gonna ask him 2mr or smth.ah.its 4.30.my bladder's gonna burst.i better finish up wad i wanna do n go slp.i need to recharge!

omg.juz realised.its OCTOBER 1ST!!
time flies.

o ya.gerald look lyk a guy in eye for a guy (same kind) .lol

he,who looks lyk gerald,is a virgo!!who knos mebbe gerald's a virgo too.