welcome back,marilyn!

haha..i juz celebrated sis' b'dae.ate blueberry cake.den every1 siam sia!so poor ahfong left 2 do da clearin.normally i wld help out but 2dae i juz feel so lazi n mebbe its attributed 2 tis druggy feelin im havin..(too much smoke @ VB?)

lols.wth.nvm!hAppiE b'dAe 2 my dear siS!

b4 tt fer dinner my family n i ate steamboat.but its hardly satisfyin perhaps cos its hot n i juz feel so "zombified"? damn.

n e wae..i heard frm sasha tt marilyn's touchin dwn @ 9pm tomorro @ changi airport.yay!man i wish i live in aus.it sounds really fun dere.life's so still here.i alwz haf tis thinkin tt life's diff elsewhr.n all i wanna do is get away 2 another country.but somehow i think everywhr's da same.tts hw God wans it to b.we go thru difficulties to learn =)

but nevertheless i shld save up n den go on holiday or smth wif my frens.tt is,if mom/dad allows.afterall,my ambition is to travel da world.live in japan fer a few yrs.den in other countries too.i really wld love da different culture.it'd b eye-opening.

oh ya,4got 2 mention.hey marilyn,if u're readin this,welcome back!!
i think i might go wif sasha 2 pick u up after my wrk tmr or smth.altho it might b tiring.but i've been wanting 2 do tis previously but nv did.so its a chance.i hardly get 2 pick up ppl frm airports.lol its lame ya,but i think i do derive sm sheer exicitedness frm tt "waitin patiently n excitingly fer sm1 to turn out frm a sea of faces" feelin?LOL..

but wad can we do after tt sia?i hope it'd b fun n hope derez loads 2 catch up on! =x

n e wae juz read fel's blog ( http://dalmainelee8701.blogspot.com ).
dere was tis irritating person anonymous who tags @ her blog n he/she's irritating.but tts da downside abt blogs.u haf no privacy.n e 1 can access it.its an irony as a blog is whr u let out n write ur innermost feelings,but yet this place puts in a vulnerable spot.

smtimes i wonder if i write 2 let ppl kno abt my life.
but my life's boring.nth exciting ever happens.im alwz in a dilema as to wad i shld do.is tis part n parcel of growing up?is tis a stage of teenagehood?damn.sure hope when im adult im off feelin lyk this.but i think adults haf a whole lotta other diff things 2 worry abt..

manz.i think perhaps i haf nth 2 do online so i blog too.n bloggin makes me happy when i haf a bad day (lyk ytd) or makes me joyful 2 write abt a good day.its lyk after a bad day,all i wanna do is blog.i mean i can talk 2 sasha n stuffs,to let out,but nth beats bloggin as i think its uh, quite fun too?in a way?(no wonder so many ppl haf blogs)n it improves ur eng?hahaha!

almost all blogs haf tagboards.n smtimes u dunno who tagged.deres lack of privacy(reminds me of CSA!!Privacy N Crime chapter LOL)n dere r irritating ppl who tags horrible things @ ur tagboard, n irritates da hell outta u.it might b a secret enemy..or even a fren who secretly hates u?i dunno manz.but its fucking annoying.i think meiying got kena b4..so far i haven.n i dun wish 2 haf it.cos i love my blog.so n e 1 who wanna try SHOO!go far far away.

lol..

geez man.o ya!im blog surfin nw..lol.read meiyings blog.she gt a bf alr.wow.forgot wads his name..den read fel's blog..think her family havin financial difficulty?shes earning her own money..n i can understand hw she feel?i kno of sm ppl hu supports emselves thru poly.n i think she might b 1 of em.i dunno if she pays fer her own sch fees,but i think its certainly admire em bcos im nt in their shoes n i think it takes preseverance n maturity 2 face these problems.i think dey'll grow frm it.im quite lucky tt i dun haf 2 pay fer my own sch fees n tt i still gt sm pocket money frm dad(tho i try nt 2 ask cos i wrk every sun frm brunch)

hmm..

louis' b'dae is 1hr away.lol.i remember his b'dae clearly bcos his is 1 day after my sis.lol.

oh..n nxt wed-fri is neon's chalet.shld i even go?i do miss neon days.but somehow i fear things might go wrong.lyk i'd b left out..n stuffs lyk this.i dunno if sarah n geraldine r goin..if dey're i might consider but if dey're nt i dunno sia..i'd b quite vulnerable,bcos i wldnt kno wad 2 say 2 ppl im nt familiar wif..manz..

o ya..ytd in bed i was thinkin n prayin,thanking God tt im in poly.bcos i think it prepares me fer da wrkin world.it will smhw raise my EQ abit?i mean..after all those yrs in girls' sch!!i haf low EQ lah!im a nun sia back in those days..