our v first 1B07 class outing

today is our v first class outing!!whee?gonna eat dinner wif em @ NYDC Suntec!ahas.heh,hope it'd b fun!haven get to kno sm of our classmates betta yet.so hopefully tis will b da chance.but im nt really in da mood of socialising cos im still tired lehs.hahaha.hope i wun b lyk fallin aslp while eating haha!

hahas.sianz.im at home slackin nw.dl maplestory can?weird.hahahs.GAH.i dun feel so healthy cos my left eye kinda red at the whites. later gonna jio sasha go watch Red Eye or smth..lol.so FIT DA MOMENT!!think it was red cos of my contacts.later im gonna wear contacts 2 town n e waez(beauty comes 1st?!)..esp since i kinda think my new haircut make me seem lyk a boyboy which made me less confident of myself.lol.ai mei bah.but it beats feelin ugly.

hais.n e waez ytd at wrk was sucky.canny keep pickin on me.i also made a lot of mistakes:

1. broke a red wine glass i think she picked it up 4 me n ask me do other things..was rather touched?!

2.my hair was messy.i understand da strict rules of da hotel haf abt grooming but i really dunno wad 2 do abt my hair mah..its quite hard 2 tie it into a neat bun which dey required us to (as itz rebonded,layered n thick n all).. so its lyk i put gel alr lah she'll still sae untidy.she was lyk damn angry n thot i nv tidy my hair when she asked me to prev (i did lorh.but if it wasnt 4 da manager askin Lyana n Me to change into da banquet uniform rather den stay in da dress we're alr in,i wld have more time to tidy my hair.we only had lyk 5-10 mins to gt our food n eat b4 da time is up 2 go-tis food lasts til da evening when we knock off lorh)

well n e wae when she saw me she said "why ur hair so messy?u better tidy ur hair or OR I'D SEND U HOME!!" Lyana still nv tie her hair into a bun lorh.at least i did.but she scolds me.we have to tie our hair at all times as i still rmb tt time when i din tie my hair (cos canny can dun tie i thot every1 oso can dun tie mah..its lyk when setting da table tt time my hair will turn messy..viven tt time also asked me to tie later lorhs..) n she said "unless u're da same position as me,u betta tie ur hair nw" BITCH LAH..but n e waez,wah.imagine bein sent home 4 ur hair.if dey really DID send me home i'd NV GO BACK! at least i'd be able to preserve some dignity.fuck her la.ever since tt "respect me" incident she alwz nt happy wif me..>_<

3.i pour water 4 da guest tt time nv put napkin below da jug to prevent water frm seepin dwn da metal water jug n onto da carpet..(da napkin kinda in da way lorh.i dun lyk lah.im nt used to it.prev i oso nv use it..Fahmi+Lyana+some other waiter/waitresses oso nv use..we all find it in da way) normally i pour it'd fall onto carpet mah..den ya..tt time i pour it spilled on da guest's empty seat accidentally..den she said "tis napkin is 4 wad 1?of cos its to prevent water frm dropping on da floor right?u wrk here how long alr..dunno meh?everytime we also do lyk tt 1..u mean u dunno meh?" i was so irritated lah.dunno wad 2 sae to explain y i din use da napkin..was blur by da whole thing.den i felt lyk crying.tears was kinda wellin up.mary was lookin on me n givin me tt "u're super dumb" look, which made me feel worst.both of em made me feel lyk so dumb.i was kinda imagining n convinced tt if i marry i'd b a silent abused wife who cant stand up 4 herself.lol.stupid canny-i was lyk wishin 4 her to leave me alone n shez lyk a leech suckin my blood n "killin me softly"..fuckin bitch she is!!

4.i cleared a table i presumed da guest has left.normally i'd do so mah..when i c tt da table gt no belongings of da guest(cos normally dey go take da buffet food dey'll leave their bags on da seats)n its lyk halfway thru da brunch n some of da guests has alr left.so i presumed tis table of guests haf alr paid n left too.so i cleared da table (think no plates on da table le) but my perception was wrong -.- da idiot guests went 2 victoria bar to smoke (cos lobby lounge cannot smoke) but dey were still havin da brunch but i alr cleared da table alr lahs..so DIE.haha.den canny haf to apologise to da guests on my behalf(which she said i embarressed her).

n she scolded me sae wad i nv "communicate" wif her..or wadeva..how i noe right.nobodi told me cannot clear tt table.n to me,seeing a table which i think shld b cleared bein left dere is lyk seeing a thorn in my flesh,i wanna clear it get it over wif n have less 1 table to care for.

5.canny said tt how i do things v weird..n tt i shld wake up..she said she din wanna see me in her world..her eng quite bad so smtimes dunno wad she saying.hahaha.den she asked me y i alwz make her wanna scold me.

lyk i wld SO LYK 4 HER TO SCOLD ME lyk tt.i so hope derez peace sia..she makes da wrkplace more stressful n hellish..i might consider quitting.

i realised tt da stupid F&B industry is alwz so fucked up.its fake.u smile at da guests even tho u r unhappy/have been scolded, how da Hosts of da brunch interacts wif da guests i feel, is so fake as well..n den derez da fucked up thinking tt guests r forever right(i nv haf conflict wif n e guest yet..but da code of serving ppl is tt wadeva da guests do,dey're right.n u're 4eva wrong.cos dey paid $$ n tt $$ is used to pay u) n guests alwz wan top service..despite hw little dey do pay..juz cos dey paid gd money dey expect da best service tt smtimes we servers r inadequate to serve.n thus dey r unhappy..wadeva lah.i juz noe its fucked up.

i lyk da experience tho.learned a thing or 2..opened my eyes to da world a lil..n oso made me think da value of education,which is so impt..cos i nv wanna wrk as a waitress all my life!! =/