mad about INDIGO

i lURVE photoshop.i anyhow experiment can make such a nice photo for grace's card!!
think gonna have to go photo shop print it as a photo or else use printer print will b damn ugly..i dunno..c first..
if only got time to experiment more..hehe *mad scientist syndrome*

m i talented or wad!!ahaha..ok jk

there seems to b lotsa things in life u can be mad/ passionate about..
those short-term passions and those long-term 1s.
the short-term 1 u do for kicks..
n then u try to find out the long-term passions n hope tt u can b successful in turning em to ur job
haha..
then u'd be as happy as a lark!

woOhoo!

ne way, i juz made an uber-cool, interesting discovery!! n how did i discover about it? all thanks to our very local brilliant, free (yess!woot!) INDIGO magazine tts available in many places in sg (TP bein 1 of em..therefore, i could get my hands on 1 of em..HOHOHO! ) actually i get these magazines to make cards for ppl.but the 2 issues i got today frm TP Student's Lounge is totally not feasible (not much nice designs to cut out for cards -.-)

BUT ITS OK! the old April Issue of INDIGO had an article about hw it was so qiao (no!!everything happens for a reason!!) that they named the magazine INDIGO.

(y do i keep saying INDIGO here n INDIGO dere?cos!!supposingly theres this grp of ppl called the INDIGO people-i kno,it sounds kinda stupid. hell.the 2nd page of the exiciting INDIGO magazine says this: )

" One Year ago, we unwittingly name our magazine Indigo, ignorant to this new-age sensation coined in 1999 by husband and wife team Lee Carroll and Jan Tober, authors of The Indigo Children: The New Kids Have Arrived. This term is used to describe a particular kind of child who supposedly exhibits a set of special psychological and spiritual attributes. They were christened Indigo Children because it is said that these children appear with an indigo-hued aura, a color believed to represent intution and psychic ability.."

ya,so to celebrate their 1st yr anniversary (wha, so young magazine!thot they very old 1..haha) -L_- they decided to pay tribute to these children who r very often described as being highly talented and gifted..blah..haha! it was damn interesting man.then i searched info abt this n realised there was a movie about this!wah looks nice sia.. [link's here] i think im so interested abt finding out more im seriously considering buying the books at Kino. thinking of either An Indigo Celebration or The Indigo Children: The New Kids Have Arrived.each being $20+ each.shld i waste the money?haha.

man..i wonder if being interested in this stuff is against my religion..actually im nt even sure what is not allowed in my religion.n..i wonder,who set those rules?i think it was stated in the 10 Commandments perhaps..

wonder if these stuffs r considered Black/Dark Magic..
i still remember my fave tv show last time was Charmed mans..is that bad?
haha..=/
well, i juz noe playing in this kinda things r not good..
gosh.talkin abt this things get my kinda scared for some reason..like i feel not at ease.

forget it.
anyway, i was readin the checklist n i was wonderin to myself if i am an Indigo Child.
altho i do not have the Attention Deficit Disorder (ADD) or Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder (ADHD) diagnosis, which many INDIGO children haf, i haf some traits they mentioned i guess..so i guess tts y i wanna find out more.

the INDIGO checklist is below: (and i took it!!wheeeee!)
YOU MIGHT BE AN INDIGO IF YOU..

- are very intelligent, though may not have had top grades at school (dunno leh)
- are very creative, enjoy making things (yep)
- were rebellious in school [refused to do hw, rejected authority from teachers OR seriously wanted to rebel but din dare to] (kinda)
- always need to know WHY, esp when being asked to do something (kinda?dun rmb bwahas)
- had disgust or even loathing for much of the required and repetitious work in school (kinda)
- have deep empathy for others, yet an intolerance for stupidity (kinda,but not true for latter)

- may have experienced early existential depression and feelings of helplessness [sadness to utter despair, Suicidal feelings when in secondary school are not uncommon in the Indigo Adult]
(yes!n i seem to find beauty in sadness..sad music, sad pictures..wooo~)
- may have trouble with rage (AP, to a certain extent.only to those close to me heh)
- prefer leadership positions or working alone to team positions (hm.smtimes haha cos dun trust others.have the thought of doing all the projs n stressin myself out but must learn to trust!!!)
- may be extremely emotionally sensitive [crying at the drop of a hat] OR the opposite and show no expression of emotion (does this mean fast changing emotions?if so, yes man!)

- have trouble with systems they consider broken or ineffective [ie political, educational, medical, legal] (if i dun believe in it, ya i guess)
- have a burning desire to do something to change and improve the world but may not know what to do. May have trouble identifying their path. (every1 wanna contribute smth n change the world lah! *wonders abt entrepreneurship proj idea is 1 of those "i wanna change the world" idea haha.ok stupid lah.very true for the latter.haha.)
- have psychic or spiritual interest appear fairly young- in or before teen years *gets excited* really wonder abt when i was younger n had this situation (dunno if i imaginin things or wad) where i saw a "glowing" cross made by my fingers (cos i was really scared n i made the cross to "feel protected"-but it glowed!! =@) this happened in the toilet lol. N COULD U BELIEVE IT! THIS SPINE CHILLING STORY ACTUALLY WON ME A PAIR OF INDIGO NIKE DUNKS tts unique to itself, n designed by 1 handsome dude!!!!whahaha.i muz b an indigo alr lah.i haf indigo shoes leh hahahahaha..ok so bullshit.

- have strong intution (dunno if i haf.cant rmb hah)
- have random behavioural pattern or mind style [ADD] May have trouble focusing on tasks, may jump around in conversations (is daydreamin counted?heh)
- have had psychic experiences [ie premonitions, seeing ghosts or angels, out of body exp (!), hearing voices] ( uh.choy..haha.does the toilet incident count? *lAuGh mY aSs oFf* )
- seek meaning in ur life and understand abt the world through religion, spirituality, self-help grps/bks etc. (yesss...=~<>JUST WHAT R WE HERE FOR?)
- r v sexually-expressive/inventive OR reject sexuality in boredom or the intention of achieving higher spiritual connections. May explore alternative types of sexuality (hmm..dun tell u!!haha.ok la last time got try to act bung for fun b4..n liked a girl b4..so?)

lalala..
resource [here]

mAN.im supp to be doin my entrepreneurship proj so i can ask teacher if my idea is feasible!!ahhhhhhhh...my idea's a book.ha.

n e way!!found an interesting site abt the bad things of margarine.it sounds so poisonous tt i dun wanna touch margarine n e more lah!!better safe den sorry.oh!n hairdying is bad too..but think many of us dont care haha..

for the health conscious!
[read more about "margarine is bad" here]

hope to cut my hair soon!i can go b male rocker alr. today tongyan say i look lyk ancient mermaid.i thot it was a gd thing until i think what she meant was that ugly email's mermaid monkey lookalike hoax thing tt was faked.OMG lah! muz hurry up go cut alr.
=x lol
even dad askin me go cut.muz b tt bad..=/

oh, interesting excerpts!!
"One of the deeper, spiritual, metaphysical aspects is that it has been said that the human race was originally a race of angels before the fall. That the Garden of Eden was actually a higher dimensional planet and through certain events a long time ago, like a cataclysmic catastrophe, we fell. there's a nickname for earth- the Island of Lost Souls. There has been many rescue missions for us. The Indigos are just the last of these missions. So it's good to know that even Heaven has a lost and found department [laughs]"

"For a long time now, it has been prophesised that waves of souls will come to help guide the planet to its next stage of evolution"

by Phil Gruber, spiritual guru.

-.-" HA.hA.Ha.

ciao
iris was here =)