Tuesday, April 04, 2006

"stories"

-L_- Life- All the Sex, Action N Drama -L_-

i discovered that there r ppl in wrk who dun lyk me!!
it all started 1 fine day when i discovered the above.i was doin various boring tasks lyk printing e mails for My boss etcetc.n since i dun haf my own acc, i used sm1's acc.lets call her XX fer short,.haha.XX & S r gd frens.they're all 20 yr old+ poly grads.XX is a perm there, n also the 1 who called me tiger.

hahas.
the misunderstanding- Tiffany told me tt XX said i look lyk tiger.-.- n so i went to joke joke wif her "hey..u're the 1 who called me tiger arh", lyk sorta tellin her "hey, i kno u say i tiger huhhh.." but all in a joking way lah!!hw cld i ever think tt tt turned BAD cos i muz haf either looked or sounded sarcastic (wad a shitty way of getting a misunderstanding.all bcos she din kno im jokin n tt i wasnt tryin to b sarcastic.haiyah.but WELL, I DUN KNO IF I SOUNDED OR LOOKED SARCASTIC BCOS I CANT C MYSELF N HW I LOOKED when talking wad!! -.-) haiz. ya.so i thot she knew i was joking cos she din say n e thing after tt.so ya,my skill @ striking conversations sucks..ahaha.wadeva.ok hw i discovered im disliked by em is tt ONE FINE DAY, when i was lookin thru her email (cos i need her email to print things for my boss), i chanced upon her deleted items (which she din throw away officially.so i can still view it ^_^ haha.i saw things abt Jonathan, this guy in the office,who fell in love wif XX smhw (he said 1st time lyk a girl this way HMmm..weird)ya so he was trying to please her or smth buying her stuffs.haha,it was obvious but i was oblivious until sm1 told me abt him lykin her..hehh.so bein the curious pig i was,i went to read the emails hehe..read read read...xiang buu daoo!!!!!!~got email abt me.its lyk fallin on ur own poo.

so ya,the email got say me.i cant really rmb wad it says exactly but its rather mean- hoho.the emails which were tokin abt me (since im the tiger here -..-) has quotes lyk:
"tt tiger wear specs look so stupid..haha", gt mention things lyk y i look so blackface, y i alwayz wait 4 ppl to talk to me, "dream on!!" >=@ (got mehhhh) anyway, all of the above is said by S, gd fren of XX.i alwz thot S was chio cos she so tall, slim n fair..only her teeth nt v nice, cos its protruding.she gt big round eyes n she looked lyk da corpse bride.i found her pretty but dunno y others dont, sayin she only kno hw2dress when i blabbered hw pretty she was.AHH but hw can she say this abt me!!!@_@" <- sadness hah.den XX said but i got see her smile leh!! then S said "got smile no smile oso nt pretty, haha i v bad hor" -.- lah.ok lah! u v pretty n yes u v bad..den oso S said she see my black face gt chong dong to slap me or wadeva (!) OMG!! SO MEAN SO MEAN! den she oso replied to XX say she dun lyk me n wun talk to me unless she haf to, when XX was saying hw she dun dare tok to me or dunno wad (cant rmb)

AHHHHHHH...ya.ok.lesson learnt: dun b so black face ahhaha.whaa!!im so tensed abt the new sem.who's gonna b my new classmates?shld i b the friendly person in the 1st day of sch (but wad if they think im a weirdO?ahhaa) or juz keep quiet n b to myself?damn.i dont kno ne more.wad wld i do?this situation has got me abit worried..hahaha..but i suppose its betta then last time cos accrd to sm1, i smile more now.i muz haf looked sucidial back den (i was kinda n e ways HAHAA)

hm.its funny hw ppl think im sociable when im nt haha..n this happened as da result of my usual black face..but i smile v nankan!i think look lyk granny hahahaha.its a cheekbone thing.=x

ah,well.pardon the drama-ness n childishness of my words cos i think i read too much comics.readin Mirmo Zibang! now..thanks to Tiffany!! =D hehe.n i oso watchin VCD It Started With A Kiss..=X borrowed frm Huimin.wow.can start library alr.haha..gonna borrow Huimin's Fruit Basket VCD oso =) [the anime i used to watch but din finish seeing =~< ] n i dunno if i shld borrow frm Huimin DA CHANG JING.cos everybody's sayin hw nice it is (i rmb 1st time watchin the commercial i was lyk EEE i'd nv watch this show! but ppl sayin hw nice it is make me wanna watch!) apparently u learn stuffs frm da korean culture!hw cool! but its lyk..50 eposides or smth.wahhhhhh.commitment sucks.

n i think i haf a prob wif my cgl too..dunno is the devil or wad (haha.ok excuses) but its lyk smtimes i think she puts pressure n expectations on us.its lyk smtimes i gt irritated when cg ppl call me ask me abt things.today huimin called n asked me who im gonna pledge fer easter.n i cant think of n e 1.my eyes were painful n i had AP..n i said i cant think of n e 1 she say juz tell me 1 or smth,even if he/she might nt b able to make it or dunno wad lah.den i was lyk i really dont kno...den shes lyk o okay.den i was lyk byebye.
i feel bad to b so AP to her over the phone n ok wif her when i see her in human form haha.

but its lyk i really dun kno who to ask.i tried.i dunno wad to do wif dayne smtimes cos i tried reachin out to her but shes still lyk secretive n nt willing to open up i guess.den other then her, ppl ard me seem to b either other religion or alr in CHC.its lyk i haf so little frens haha..man..Tiffany is really a nice girl i wanna see saved but she doesnt wanna come cos of her frens situation.i kno its nt impossible bcos Merril frm my cg is lyk against CHC initially n hes nw in our cg haha..but i guess i gotta kno Tiffany betta..

smtimes i cant stand it n wonder hw'd it b lyk if i wasnt saved n all.den i dun haf to deal wif this.but okay.i'd rather b saved, n b touched by smth, rather then b irritated over a thing lyk tt..=/
haha,o ya,nancy dun tell perlini silver =X

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