life awaits

isnt life all about waiting?
waiting 4 da day to pass,
waiting 4 tomorro, or for tt special day,
waiting 4 da test results to come(haha!),
waiting 4 a certain some1,
waiting 4 graduation,
waiting 4 experiences,
waiting 4 happines,
waiting 4 death.

ITS ALL waiting!!frm birth(the beginning) to da end(death)!!n also,its all about learning.lol i think i sound lyk im tryin 2 b philosophical here..=/ sorrie ahs.

da other dae i was lyk @ outram waitin 4 esther n her fren 2 come.i was early so i waited.was listenin 2 music,n i was gettin inspired frm listenin 2 emo songs, n thought of this so-called "theory", tt life is lyk a LONG mrt wait..(sorri if it doesnt make sense-hahas)

" life is lyk a LONG mrt wait,
where dere is an endless sea of ppl who comes and goes..

there r those who just walk on by,
n yet, these r da very ppl whom u might see everyday

they're just shuffling in n out of our lives
variables tt r too absorbed in their living,
always rushing,
always walking towards their destinations,
their goals.
its every man for himself

den dere r those who notices,
bothered n cared
who stops,
sits beside u,
interacts
and talks to u,
n just makes ur long wait 4 da mrt
"less of a pain"
"

yeahs..life itself is so fascinating isnt it?
it takes on so many definitions.lyk euthanasia.

im so sleepy.listening to da old old song Duran Duran's Come Unclean lols..its so dreamy, im pratically floating while listening to tis.haiz.ian nv reply me.im sorta "havin a taste of my own medicine"..ahs.gonna go 2 slp le.i luv 2 slp..i think i will alwz haf a serious depression prob lyk da personality tests state..can so see myself havin middle-age crisis nxt time n killin myself/other ppl..

i hate to complain..
life's great,im nt suffering unlike the ppl who survived 1yr++ @ cold sea..
but i just feel so empty.always.