divorce

tis morning when i awoke,i heard frm ahfong aka household supervisor/maid tt BER YI (mom's sis aka aunt) came n stayed wif us 4 a night lyk all da way frm woodlands!so i found it rather weird bcos relatives dun come n stay wif u 4 no reason...n dere4,based on my movie knowledge,i came 2 da conclusion tt smth was wrong.i smelled a rat..n da 1st thing tt came 2 my mind is tt she had a fallout wif her husband or some serious family issues..i was right.

i think aunt n her husband's gonna get divorced or smth (overheard mom mentioning smth abt lawyers,hw aunt's husband dun wanna talk to my mom thus makin my mom pissed n showin her pure anger thru "MAKIN LOUD NOISES aka talkin loudly/shouting" dunno lahs.these r complicated adult issues.i feel bad but juz wanna stay away frm all these n stay ignorant,n pretend nth happened..i'd ask mom when things quietened down.dun wanna make aunt paiseh.gosh.r/s r delicate.divorces r on da rise.i nv knew sm1 frm my family/extended will get a divorce >_< ) it was a serious atmosphere.kinda hate it.went dwnstairs wif sasha n i greeted mom's parents..dey came all da way frm lyk..malaysia?wow.

talk about having a family conference/gathering..
reminded me of those movies whr da girls GATHER 2gether,n set up a "support grp" to help those who r sad/weak..

ne waez,sasha came 2 my hse 4 delicious dinners(HAHA)tt's fabulously cooked by ahfong.yeah,we took train dwn frm town after i pei her dere to buy her formal wear 4 oral presentation tmr..saw esther @ surfbabe wisma.hw qiao..yeps.n when i reached home,after eating dinner,sasha n i went to my room 4 a "formal wear fashion show".we changed in front of each other.she even took out her sports bra lah(of course back faced to me)i was @_@" lol.we r comfortable wif each other..woohoo.tts cool.n e waez i went dwnstairs wif sasha cos her parents r comin n i need 2 print her acc lect notes.went dwn n mom was lyk talking so loud- it sounded lyk shouting.quite paiseh lahs.but wadeva..=/

den sasha went home.went online n checked my mail.found an email from ian tay.he sounded lyk he wanted a breakup.

ian,
if u do..pls be straight to da point..n i think it was not ur fault ian,its mine..u n i kno tt.i dunno if its cos u grew weary of me cos of my distantness,i nv live up to ur expectations or u lyked sm1 who doesnt kno herself/is rather diff frm who she is online or wad..really apologise to make u tahan a girl lyk me..i muz haf been ur worst.

but hw u leave left me with a "huh?" feeling..i was so shocked.numbed.i dunno hw 2 react to tis mans.maybe its 4 da better.but it was weird bcos i was tryin 2 make an effort n improve on da r/s n warm up my cold heart (ya it sounds drama but its rather true i guess)den this happened.

i really wonder when u decided on typing da email(y an email?n..i nv gt 2 understand y u dun lyk using da phone..n hw u nv really called)..n whether u cancelled our meeting 2dae bcos u wanted 2 breakup todae..

haiz..nevertheless,i respect ur decision..i've been rather cruel to u,neglecting u n stuffs.im sorry.i guess i wasn't ready.i needed lots of guidiance,i guess.n dun worry, i understand.good luck n all with everything.i think u deserved sm1 better den me.i suck..hope u'd get ur bike n b happy.

love,iris.