cant live up to it
man..
im working everyday. n thus cant help but feel miserable.
the sentence "theres gotta be more to life" was ringing true in my head as i was walking home today.
i feel lyk im missing out so much.!
really wanna FINALLY SET OUT to do the things i wanna do/learn.
but cant.
cant stand it.
y m i always pushing things for a later time?
y do i feel lyk i've achieved nth?
kinda feel pathetic.
smtimes i think i'd nv b successful in life.
dont wanna die n feel lyk i've not accomplished n e thing.
i really hope tt i'd be able to find my passion/drive to do stuff i wanna do 1 day.
was walking home listening to radio today, n enjoying the time to myself + the time to emote (lol) n realised i wish tt i cld take great pics (pics say a thousand words!!) therefore i really really wanna get a camera man..
i think a polaroid cam will b gd.dun lyk digicam cos they're so STILL..so CLEAR.too CLEAR..(?) haa.
i just think tt polaroids haf sucha "timeless beauty" kinda vibe lah.
lol.a polaroid was wad i wanted when i was younger.
but the thing abt polaroids is tt the chemicals will eventually react n the photos will spoil =(
darn.
haha.if only im a photographer.
those contemporary ones.
hai.todae's wrk was h-o-r-r-i-b-l-e!i finish today's Web T&E early.was so happy u know,until Ankit asked me to help print his emails.the process was CONFUSING as hell..it started out ok when it was juz me printing the emails.but den when Tiffany was asked to help,it became messier.she just printed everything @ 1 go n confused everything.y was it blardy confusing?cos the printer is shared n lotsa ppl r accessing it @ da same time,thus documents come out differently @ da same time n u gotta go sort n figure which doc is urs =<>tiffany did the clicking to set the printing, n later dumped the sorting n stapling of emails to me, i was confused cos i dunno the documents (tt r attached to the email, tt muz b printed too) is for which email.so i haf to check every email n open every doc (some comes in many excel or pdfs-great lah!)..on top of tt, tiffany printed wad i printed prev so there were double copies tt needs to b shredded.waste of paper mann.
i was frustrated (din bother to recycle or think abt tt)
my voice showed tt.
Tiffany n Ankit know tt im in a bad mood.
now i feel kinda bad fer bein so damned pissed off but lyk bo bian haha..
hah
more pissed @ Ankit cos i think he is sucha idiot for nt printing his OWN emails n letting things accumulate n making other ppl (he supp 2 print himself) lyk me n another prev employee called irene (we r nt hired 4 such purpose,kinda.) to print it 4 him..he procrastinates alot (i admit i oso lah) or mebbe forgets cos i understand he got alot of wrk lah.but it seems he had been doin it quite often tt some office ppl r quite hostile wif him. cos he directs PILES OF WRK @ 1 GO to the employee @ da LAST MIN (therefore they get irritated)
u kno @ first i really dun mind printing the emails 4 him (tho i haf to walk UP n down cos the printer farawae n tho i so blur+confused smtimes)but he dun seem appreciative la.or rather,even, if he tries to be appreciative,i dont buy it.
at 8pm (i supp 2 knock off @ 7 but i OT) he still dare to call n ask me how i was doing (den i vent my anger on him by showing it in my voice-uhh,cant help it) , y take so slow..n whether he can send smmore..
WAHHHH
tt point i really wanna kill him alr.
cant even handle the situation, he wants me to do more!?!?
man..i gotta adopt.
n REN~
i can make it.
tommorro's gonna b a better day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its the weekend!!meaning, haha!NO WORK!
how jolly.
man im tired.
haha.tiffany's sucha child like girl..walked to the MRT wif her today..
shes weird.lol.
n she told me Minghui calls me TIGER cos of my hair.
crazeeeee
n haha.say i look v fierce,i shld smile more,tt @ 1st when i 1st come she thot i ahlian...lyk wth.
lol.
im so gonna bust Minghui if i get a chance to talk to her n tease her abt me knowing wad she calls me..
BUAHAs.
im working everyday. n thus cant help but feel miserable.
the sentence "theres gotta be more to life" was ringing true in my head as i was walking home today.
i feel lyk im missing out so much.!
really wanna FINALLY SET OUT to do the things i wanna do/learn.
but cant.
cant stand it.
y m i always pushing things for a later time?
y do i feel lyk i've achieved nth?
kinda feel pathetic.
smtimes i think i'd nv b successful in life.
dont wanna die n feel lyk i've not accomplished n e thing.
i really hope tt i'd be able to find my passion/drive to do stuff i wanna do 1 day.
was walking home listening to radio today, n enjoying the time to myself + the time to emote (lol) n realised i wish tt i cld take great pics (pics say a thousand words!!) therefore i really really wanna get a camera man..
i think a polaroid cam will b gd.dun lyk digicam cos they're so STILL..so CLEAR.too CLEAR..(?) haa.
i just think tt polaroids haf sucha "timeless beauty" kinda vibe lah.
lol.a polaroid was wad i wanted when i was younger.
but the thing abt polaroids is tt the chemicals will eventually react n the photos will spoil =(
darn.
haha.if only im a photographer.
those contemporary ones.
hai.todae's wrk was h-o-r-r-i-b-l-e!i finish today's Web T&E early.was so happy u know,until Ankit asked me to help print his emails.the process was CONFUSING as hell..it started out ok when it was juz me printing the emails.but den when Tiffany was asked to help,it became messier.she just printed everything @ 1 go n confused everything.y was it blardy confusing?cos the printer is shared n lotsa ppl r accessing it @ da same time,thus documents come out differently @ da same time n u gotta go sort n figure which doc is urs =<>tiffany did the clicking to set the printing, n later dumped the sorting n stapling of emails to me, i was confused cos i dunno the documents (tt r attached to the email, tt muz b printed too) is for which email.so i haf to check every email n open every doc (some comes in many excel or pdfs-great lah!)..on top of tt, tiffany printed wad i printed prev so there were double copies tt needs to b shredded.waste of paper mann.
i was frustrated (din bother to recycle or think abt tt)
my voice showed tt.
Tiffany n Ankit know tt im in a bad mood.
now i feel kinda bad fer bein so damned pissed off but lyk bo bian haha..
hah
was kinda pissed @ Tiffany cos she kinda messed up 4 me n abandoned me go help Jen -.- (tho i dun mind cos Jen has ALOTTTTTT of wrk.Jen's in the investigation team-they OT forever 1 lorh)
more pissed @ Ankit cos i think he is sucha idiot for nt printing his OWN emails n letting things accumulate n making other ppl (he supp 2 print himself) lyk me n another prev employee called irene (we r nt hired 4 such purpose,kinda.) to print it 4 him..he procrastinates alot (i admit i oso lah) or mebbe forgets cos i understand he got alot of wrk lah.but it seems he had been doin it quite often tt some office ppl r quite hostile wif him. cos he directs PILES OF WRK @ 1 GO to the employee @ da LAST MIN (therefore they get irritated)
u kno @ first i really dun mind printing the emails 4 him (tho i haf to walk UP n down cos the printer farawae n tho i so blur+confused smtimes)but he dun seem appreciative la.or rather,even, if he tries to be appreciative,i dont buy it.
at 8pm (i supp 2 knock off @ 7 but i OT) he still dare to call n ask me how i was doing (den i vent my anger on him by showing it in my voice-uhh,cant help it) , y take so slow..n whether he can send smmore..
WAHHHH
tt point i really wanna kill him alr.
cant even handle the situation, he wants me to do more!?!?
man..i gotta adopt.
n REN~
i can make it.
tommorro's gonna b a better day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its the weekend!!meaning, haha!NO WORK!
how jolly.
man im tired.
haha.tiffany's sucha child like girl..walked to the MRT wif her today..
shes weird.lol.
n she told me Minghui calls me TIGER cos of my hair.
crazeeeee
n haha.say i look v fierce,i shld smile more,tt @ 1st when i 1st come she thot i ahlian...lyk wth.
lol.
im so gonna bust Minghui if i get a chance to talk to her n tease her abt me knowing wad she calls me..
BUAHAs.
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