missing her

was browsin thru friendster n saw yoko's profile.
her cousin xavier wrote her a testimonial..n it made me miss yoko so much..

its so sad tt we're hardly as close as last time anymore.
the times when we talk abt lotsa things includin our sexuality..(ya i wasnt exactly str8 last time.was in a girl sch afterall fer all my life except kindergarten.so yAh~go figure)

last time we listen to tAtu n those rock songs alot.
our music was alike..
nw im listenin to tAtu...

we're so distant nowadaez.
even da clique (peizhen,mad n we both) tt existed fer a few yrs back in sec sch dont meet up or catch up anymore.

is it da curse of the neoprint machine?(cannot 3 ppl take neoprint ha)
is our friendship nt strong enuf to sustain a r/s tt wldnt end so fast?
smhw i feel its my failure to keep my friendships?
gosh..
tt time in svc she called n i cldnt go meet her..saddd..
mebbe she was really hurt n needed me to b dere
i shld call her 1 dae, n nt let her call me all da time..

i cld remember the times yoko n i shared.
hw she alwz haf problems..
n all i cld do is hear her out bcos i m bad @ givin advice
n nw i cldnt even hear her out no more..

shes changed so much
altho its kinda expected n all
but i still love my dear fren, yoko