love idiot.love skeptic.

dude.today,i just wrote a poem about love.
how weird.
lol.paiseh 2 put it up here leh.so its in my TP notebk..

back in sec sch,i used 2 write poems all da time n feel proud of it..
yoko wrote em too n we shared em n lyked it.lols.
but ever since ahgong died,i was embarressed abt it manz!totally.
bcos 1-2 yrs ago,when he died (god,i cant even rmb when he died..im so bad laa) on a school day,i wrote a poem abt his death.it envolved "coldness" n bein stuck i think..hahah.was a lame attempt at describin death.i put myself in ahgong's shoes..was juz a let out..

BUT BLOODY HELL A TEACHER TOOK DA POEM N READ EM IN FRONT OF DA CLASS!
WAS MOTRIFIED!

da class might haf thot tt im a freak/mad or smth lah!die lah!
think dey thot i was those i-feel-so-trapped depressed beings..
heh..

speakin abt paiseh moments,i m reminded of hw i combed my hair wif a mirror tt time,n tt stupid chinese teacher-cheng zhen lao shi..CAUGHT ME N ASKED ME GO UP FRONT TO DEMO WAD IM DOIN!!=@ cheebye lah.chao cheebye.kena sai.hate her lah!!walau..i shld haf buried myself..

i even had da cheek go ask her personally for my mirror back (cos i loved tt mirror) omg..im so retarded!!

wahaha..

bleah.

oh i juz discovered frm marc (yoko's ex) tt his cuz noez my sis!dey goin out on sat..lols.n oso discovered marc went cjc..but failed so he considerin goin poly..np or sp..y no TP?hahaha..oh wadeva.

hmm..da poem is kinda inspired by a guy i juz got to noe,frm katherine (my godsis frm kc whom i got to kno frm mad bcos yoko said i looked lyk her so i took her as my godsis..blahh).katherine was helpin tis guy look 4 ppl interested in da job.n since brunch juz made me jobless..i asked her abt da job details,which she does nt kno.so she gave me a number n a name nazeer..i guessed tis person is malay n a girl(bcos i thot she noe girls only mah..since kc is a girl sch n back in kc i din noe much guys) but instead its a guy!lol..his phone low batt.blah.at last he called back we talked abt da job 1st den later i discovered he's frm TP last time..so i talked n we talked til late..it was lyk talkin 2 sasha tt kind..enjoyable.we talked abt stuffs.r/s n all..realised i kno nth abt love.n am a skeptical abt it.thus when i went online 2dae,i changed my MSN nick to love idiot n thus thrust/betrayed myself into further embarressment.

ya.we talked..i did nt haf much 2 share on da r/s part since i only got an ex.hahaha!ya..den after tt i was tired n i went to slp after bathin n after tokin 2 him

man.IM SO TIRED TO BLOG.lol..my hands ache frm typin.madness..
i haven bathed yet n i had my period.

gonna go slp nw.im sucha lazyass..but its dinner time!i cant slp!GAHHHHHhhhh
o ya!i wanna rant!my stupid com lyk gt prob n all my songs n emoticons r gone!
n da sony ericssoon USB cant wrk!cant transfer photos!
jialat
dammit uuuuuuu com!u suck!
but at da same time,i cant live without u..

y's life sucha contradiction?
man i feel drugged..m i PMSing or smth..