Tuesday, August 16, 2005

OB Presentation Day

wah.i damn tired sia..damn shagged.went hm ard 12 plus i think.slept in da bus but went home,still..SLEPT FOR LYK 5 H straight sia! until 5.30pm-wif my contacts n formal wear smmore~sianz.dunno wth im so tired too.haven get enuf slp,i guess.

but glad i slept..cos felt quite crappy 2dae..n slping alwz makes me feel betta!!hehe.it kinda make me 4get abt my probs i guess.its nt lyk i haf sucha problem life lyk others(i aint complaining),but i dunno manz..i keep finding faults with myself everyday..or perhaps it muz b da sickness+low self esteem i guess.i alwz haf periods of depressions..haha!!

i haf a prob wif myself mans..i think muz b self-loathing.i need bks on forgiving 1 self man..AHHAA.those self help bks!cant help but think da world's bcomin worse each day..m i losing hope?AHAHA..i amuse myself wif my dramatic-ness.but i hope lyk most bks(which i visualise da char stop loathin n start lovin emself),i can haf tt ending..=x

..THIS WEEK IS ReALLY BADD!!!
ob presentation 2dae, tmr excel test, econs due thurs...
den dere's our commskill which we haf 2 followup(or die if we do last min),n oso da finals r two weeks away..so its @ da back of our heads,hovering,n we all feel crap cos we haven study n 4got everything we did..=/ HELL MANS!

o n i feel so bad 2dae!
4 OB presentation,supposed 2 bring plastic lates,but i nv bring sia!!i woke up late.cos my phone(my alarm clock)spoil mah..supp 2 meet my grp @ 7.30 but tt was da time i woke up mans!fuckin late.i think was too tired juz kept slping.i ask my maid y she nv wake me up,she said she got..oh well.o den i took a cab dwn go meet em lorh..had 2 ask dad 4 money cos im broke.

nw tt my phone's alarm(only thing tt can wake me up)spoil,i can only depend on maid to wake me up..shit sia.i had better get it fixed soon..but gotta go parkway fix..screw da water lahs!im so angry wif myself !grr.haven got over da water spoiling my phone part ytd mans..

tried oN-ing my phone 2dae n its better den ytd..but still crazee 1..can tell it's smth wrong..but @ least da light of da phone is nt mad "blinking" lyk ytd..seeing my phone better abit arhs,i was v tempted 2 charge my phone mans..cos da batt's running low..=/ but din lah..

im so lazi go to da SE shop lehs!!its been quite long since i go out slack..n shop..i kinda miss tt.i wanna go shop 4 shoes man..but im broke cos if my phone's sent 4 fixing i haf 2 pay myself..=/

yea..n e wae back 2 da OB presentation..we nv use da probs we supp 2 use.n i think my acting sux 2 da max!!*sob* oh..n we 4got put da table hahas..at last we got 21.5.lowest among da 4 grps..lol.den we did peer evaluation.i felt so bad mans 4 bein late n all.so i gave every1 6pts..da max!sorta cos i think i failed as a grp member..ahs..=/

dunno manz..=/ mebbe i shld join toastmasters @ TP to improve my presentation skills.but tts lyk..weird.
haah...

dunno lahs..tmr gt excel test.so sick..dunno hw 2 memo da formulas sia!STRESS.THIS WEEK DAMN STRESSED!! *pulls hair out* urgh..muz do econs by tmr so can compile..den oh ya..our commskill have to do followups too..CB LAH!i hate projects!!

kau...
*falls into depression*
AHHAA

o ya supp 2 go gym wif pigeon on thurs ar..almost 4got.haha!
can run my stress away..

alwz wanted 2 run n run my probs away..*DRAMA* sia!ahaha..but of coz nt as ez lah.. running's kinda painful as well..hehe

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