Tuesday, June 14, 2005

38.ian

..ahh.im so slpy nw..

hais,poor ian(younger bro)..hez sick cos of me! i passed my fever 2 him,altho im nt in close contact to him..he kena 39 degree fever oso..so poor thing..n he was shiverin n cryin..n i felt so guilty bcos im indirectly responsible 4 his sufferin!plus ytd when i went c doc @ my mom's office,he WAS SO NICE TO ME cos i looked frail n i was cryin i guess..=< den wah..tis is hw i "repay" him?gosh..i feel damn bad!~

ah..i need 2 my compo soon..da draft+outline due tis thurs can?im so dead..4 APEL i did my personality preference survey n da DAMN LAYCHAY idiotic mission statement..wtf.hate da latter..=/

lol..o yea 2dae went ians hse slack b4 squash tryout..=) den eh played xbox sucked @ da fatal frame game.game hard 2 play sia x/ n den went use his com ate udon cup noodle n den went slp on his bed..he slpt dwnstairs on sm thin mattress..den lyk abit xing ku haha..den he put his head @ da edge of da bed whr i lay n i was lyk thinkin hw can he b able 2 slp liddat?aiyo..lyk abit torturous ah?den i ask him whether he wanna slp nxt 2 me on his comfy thick mattress bed..den he sae "can i?" (haha kinda glad he asked as tis means he respects me => so sweet!!)yeah den i said "if u wan to?"

ah..den he come larh den haha..we kinda cuddled..=x haha..nice memory..

im beginning 2 haf more n more feelings 4 him..n i no longer feel weird to his touch(eh holdin hands n stuff.dun think dirty!!lol)n all.just wanna be with him..lol.

ian..i love u n will nv let u go!!(AHAHAHA JK..im tryin 2 imitate sm1-meiying n terence)lols..

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