37.sick!

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

ha.all quite true i think, except last part.i dun flirt!lols..ok n e waez..woo!2dae nv go sch!so shiok now sia hehehe!feels gd i can go online again n relax.lol.but WAHLAU tis morning was really crap lah.felt lyk im gonna die can?cldn't slp properly cos i keep wakin up go toilet.den my forehead i estimated was 40 degrees haha..n both my body n feet were cold n i was all wrapped up in my blanket.it really felt TT horrible.i was seriously in UNBEARABLE PAIN!

lol..i fell sick immediately after wrkin @ Intercontinental Hotel @ Bugis yesterday.it was my 1st day!!haha..i was da BREAD GIRL.askin da ppl if dey wanted bread n wad kind.most r angmohs.n sm angmohs ah really love eatin bread!keep askin 4 more.lyk more den 3x fer 2 family..o n da bread basket was heavy sia..cos i use my left hand carry only da right hand kiap da bread gif customer..abit sian.

yeps.think i did nt drink enuf water ttz y liddat.too focused @ wrk tt no time drink water!haha.y do i put in so much effort ne waez?im sucha fool..went wrk damn early ytd cos i needed lotsa time 2 prepare.started wrk @ 10.3 ppl helped bun my hair but wif much difficulty.1st was a nice malay auntie who finished midnite shift as a cook,2nd is maria who reminded me of cathy frm CM..lols.n 3rd is pigeon lorh.da management is really particular abt hair sia..

i wish i can put my fringe down cos i look so fugly wif all my hair up!! n it really spoils my rebonded hair sia.when i let dwn ah it was 10x worst den when i nv rebond den i let down after tying hair.macham lyk an electric shock n a lion overcame me!lols. i think i need go buy hair net or i will haf difficulty tyin my hair.cos alot of hair will stick out as my hair is layered n rebonded as well as "smooth" acc 2 em.woo

o yea.william the supervisor wrote i wrk frm 9-6!!lol..so wah extra income lorh.who duwan.n he also made another mistake by calculating my pay as 9.5 hrs?so gd lorh!haha i nv ask him change.i think nobody wld haf done tt..overpaid is gd underpaid is bad.lol i asked pigeon fer her opinion whether i shld tell him den she said dun unless itz lesser.more den dun ask lol..woh!i wonder if n e 1 will ever find out..scully dey recalculate ah den realised is 9h..n all.den dey will kno im a dishonest person?oh mans..lol.

hmm enuf abt wrk alr lah.nxt wk start wrk @ 7 can?dunno hw i can survive.start @ 10 alr pin san..tt means muz wake up real early!lyk 5 or smth?OMG.n if im gonna fall sick again ah,i think i shld quit lol.altho its quite wad 2 wrk 1 dae onli?ha i shld persist.but eh health more impt ba.nxt wk will tell bah..n another concern is tt i scared wrkin will affect my studies..cos after wrkin i juz feel so tired.leg pain n shoulder pain(cos of da bread basket which i haf 2 tug ard).itz sore lyk those kind whr u long time nv exercise den suddenly u exercise tt kinda sore..

hais.2dae woke up LMAO cldn't find my specs den i felt so weak n fucked up i cried..den realised my sis prob took it put @ her table,which she did.hell.dunno y she do tt 4 but i was damn frustrated lah,n furthermore sick..n i went to eat breakfast but ahfong made da sandwich n egg i cldn't eat cos i scared i vomit.esp da egg.den milo i drank halfwae..den i went upstairs complain 2 my dad/mom alr abt bein real sick..n kinda cried.AGAIN.retarded lah nw think back../= im sucha crybaby.

yeah..den decided nt 2 go sch lah cos i imagined tt i will b sufferin in da LT n lyk feelin real sick n stuff..so i called sarah told her i cant go lah.she said ok..but i feel bad cos lyk i abandon her liddat.tt time she sick she came 2 sch lorh..but i felt really sick lah so umm nv go lorh.den went 2 slp,bathe n my hair was in a mess..went wif mom go c doc.den was sufferin while waitin 4 da doc.n mom bought porridge 4 me cos i told her i was hungry haha..n felt lyk eatin tt..so she ask ahboy go buy cos i looked so weak lol.

so yea went to da clinic lah waited fer 2 ppl 2 finish b4 my turn but it felt lyk a lifetime i was pratically writhing sia!n da most pathetic thing is tt i cried in front of da doc..den he ask me y i cry den i told him pain or smth den he sae ok n blah..he din gimme antibiotics cos he said "it'd b overreactin" cos it only started ytd..den i asked 4 mc n he gave me 2daez!=) o ya he gave me painkillers which kinda wrked..
i think i'd feel betta tmr..lols.so itz back 2 sch!took a cab home cos dad took da car awae i guess.i cldn't wait 2 get home sia..n was lyk again,startin 2 cry when i cldn't find a taxi..luckily 1 stopped..fare frm ubi to home was 4.60 i think.mom onli gave 4 dollars.haha.den asked ahfong come out gif da rest..

ah!n e waez later i goin out meet ian n sheena!sheena 4 da bag..n ian accompanying me i guess.gonna go Tamp Stn meet her yeps=) hoho i think mom/dad will kaopeh abt me goin out when im sick..=/ so hopefully i come back b4 dey do!o yea..2dae im quite touched tt my classmate cared.Mingzhen,Daphne,Dayne n Sarah sms me to get well soon when dey hear im sick..i feel so gan dong!ppl i appreciate it!=x din noe ppl cared..lol n wc oso lyk quite sympathetic tt im sick..haha.i dunno him sia.he lyk hot n cold 1..smtimes seem lyk a nice guy smtimes seem lyk a total bastard..?