Rants N Thanks.

woohoo..Rants N Thanks session!

* Rants
Firstly, I wanna say how hard it is to survive without a thumbdrive.dunno how ppl do it.
A Thumbdrive just makes saving easier!! People who doesnt have one, should just get it.It's worth the money!!

Secondly, I just gave away 2 FREE tickets tomorrow to John N Nancy to watch Ask the Dusk! woohoo.. *congrats to these 2 lucky fellows*! (applause!)

hahaha!! (jk) the reason I din go myself is cos I have too little friends..(sob)
wahhaa. couldn't find 1 available friend. They all busy!! -.- darn. I guess this just makes things easier.
But although Im glad I could actually give something away ( lol) but I kinda feel sad too..bcos its afterall, free lah! (ok, Iris, stop being greedy ..-.-) I wanted to go to see wad a sneak preview is like. Smmore its ohgenki sneak preview.but its quite scary/weird bah. paiseh to see the ppl there oso.watching wif strangers whom u might previously have chatted abt random topics in forums!! (oh, did I mention I saw Andy (is a new user) at ogk forum! was shocked!! @_@ ~v v qiao)

Thirdly, wah, I really wonder. projs really take up ALOT of our bloody time! dun have time to do other things,it seems. My PM in MSN is "work to death"... -.- how many nites never sleep properly le!! den everybody else I know (not many) are caught up with projs too..=/ y liddat? Theres gotta be more to life!!
I dunno if anybody can actually party alot n do projs man.I think they dun exist. its either u're a slacker, crazy cannot-i-must-party animal who dun go for proj meetings , or a i-cAre-for-my-projs guaiguai person(afterall,tts y u go to sch for,right?to get an education?)

LOL.i think im the latter..=x bah.

Fourthly, I'm becoming very broke xia. I'm trying to scrimp n safe by going home to eat lunch.

Fifthly, I'm so slacking in the QT sector. I dunno mans.Its like I think I can never get a good worship (my perception) until I learn to play the guitar, SING myself to it..then I can get the feel. The real feel..tts y I think I'm not doing any worship (sorry God!) I think..I'd REALLY rather do prayer time or bible reading (but i fall aslp) which is..rather sad..
but no time to learn guitar! Damn. I wan me guitar book tt I had in sec sch..if can find I think I can actually self-learn..
my guitar is rusty..=/

oh..cant think of any more rants, so..oh goody! *drumrolls*

a little poem..lol.randomly made.

Thanks, be onto the Lord
For the many blessings!
All my life I have always felt your protection.
For your commandments I've tried to live.
When I was a kid, frightened, you came to me one night.
That was the closer I've got.
And I clung on to that belief.

My life is safe. Too safe,even.
Many blessings you've blessed me with.
and yet I am a fool
to not remember how much you loved us-how much you loved me.
I do not know your will,
or my destiny
the vision in store for me
It's because I rarely seeked your face
Your beauty I did not see

But how can I overcome this difficulty,
How can I cast worldly desires and cares aside?
How do I become a better person?

Maybe one day I'd understand
When at least, a frequency was there.

ta-da!! =/lol, actually thats kinda private haha.but its nice.but i dunno whether i sound lyk a maniac (cos ppl dun understand?) or a poet-wannabe.
lol.

hm.
really wanna thank God for financial blessings, for result blessings (yay, Z and A!), for food, clothing and all behind my back..
and for comfort and the LCD com screen!!
hohoho

teach me to remember the things that matter.. someone.I can be totally touched by God 1 moment and forget the feeling the next. I know sasha says u choose to remember the things..but..?? really dunno how.y i so STM?